Hare Krishna Dear Guru Maharaj,
Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Sri Gauranga, All glories to Srila Prabhupada, All glories to your lotus feet, All glories to your disciples, all glories to all devotees.
It’s my immense pleasure to get this opportunity of writing this small insignificant offering. I am very much grateful to you, your disciples and my immediate Siksha Guru Sri Amani Gaurachandra Pr and Susevini Guru Gauranga Mataji who have continuously insisted & inspired me for this, without considering my qualification. It’s possible only by your divine mercy and for my purification. As I remember I have committed countless sins starting from killing, dishonoring women, cheating, stealing, insulting others, offending Vaishnavas and even Guru aparadh by telling lie to you. With this mountain of sins, I fear to approach Sri Radha Krishna & Lord Gauranga. Even I have no qualification to approach Lord Nityananda. My siksha guru told me that you are distributing mercy of Lord Nitaiand this is my only hope. Dear guru maharaj, please kindly forgive me for all my offences and give shelter to your lotus feet. I really want to surrender and want to be an instrument in your mission. But I am so foolish, so dull that I don’t understand anything, I failed to follow the instructions, failed to please the devotees. And even after that I keep on finding faults on others and feel proud of myself. Dear Guru maharaj, kindly give me the intelligence, so that I can understand the philosophy, give me the words to glorify the devotees, make me the instrument in your mission. I know that you are the conqueror of death, you can enter in the hearts of every souls, you spread love to each soul beyond our material limited imagination. Just by your divine darshan we get purified.
On this day of your Vyaspuja, I pray for your mercy, kindly forgive me for my offences and give me shelter to your lotus feet, engage me in the service of devotees.
Your insignificant aspiring servant
Biplab Ghosh