Dear Shrila Acharyapada,
You are awesome and amazing. I have never encountered anyone else like you. You have established a very righteous community of disciples here in Los Angeles. I aspire to follow in their footsteps and become qualified to take initiation from You. Thank you for saying to my face that You would accept this fallen gurukuli as Your disciple. I truly hope we both live long enough for me to qualify to take initiation. I know I have wasted a lot of time running away from Lord Krsna and Shrila Prabhupada's community, but now I find I am running toward YOUR mercy. Please forgive my glacial pace at spiritual advancement. I am making an effort. Without Your mercy, I wouldn't even have a glacial pace to look forward to. Thank you for Your time and concern. Thank you for dedicating any amount of your mental energy to helping people like me. I know you have better things to think about other than my insignificant problems. I can't say it enough "You are awesome and amazing."
I pray Your health continues to improve on a daily basis and You find reasons to laugh and be happy. If I remember correctly Shrila Prabhupada said "Chant and be Happy." I pray You always remember Lord Caitanya and Lord Nityananda's pastimes, so You can tell the rest of us. That is one of the best things about You, Your elevated story-telling capacity. You got my attention as a child, telling stories about Lord Caitanya; you still have my attention. Thank you for inspiring me to try to become a better person every day than I was yesterday.
With Love and Respect,
Sincerely,
Sundari Dasi