Hare Krishna Guru maharaj.
Please accept my dandwat pranam to your lotus feet.
On this auspicious day of Vyas puja, I take the opportunity to say something about you. Please forgives me for my inability to glorify you as your glories are unlimited. Some days ago, I was reading about first canto ninth chapter where Bhisma deva is giving instruction to Yudhishthira. And he points out that is it happening due to inevitable time. means all the things which are happening to you that is due to time but that doesn't mean that you are sinful. You are like yudhisthir maharaj who is taking all the blame on himself although you are faultless. Further Srila prabhupada writes in purport “one should not grudge being thus controlled by time despite being a true follower of religious principles.”(SB_1.9.14_ppt)
I can see that how humble you are that although you gave your each and every breath to Lord Chaitanya still no complain. This shows that how surrender you are towards Srila prabhupada and his teachings, without the realization and application it is impossible to live our life with those teachings. I heard from many devotees that there are two bhagvata one is book bhagvata and another is person bhagvata. I found you to be the person bhagavata and I am confident that by serving you I will go back to godhead there is no doubt.
On 27march2019 I met a person and he was telling me that nowadays sadhus are in dress only. Due to some bogus person people are losing faith on sadhus. But I have many examples of sadhus due to Srila prabhupada’s mercy and you are the best among them for me. Now whenever the word sadhu comes, I can see you.
After Gaur Purnima on the day of initiation you asked all of us, how many of you are here by your own will not by someone’s force. All the devotees said that they have come there by their own will then you said I pray so that all of you get Krishna prem. I am confident that due to your prayers and blessing towards fallen soul like me I will go back to godhead.
Please bless me so that I can be your eternal servant
Your most fallen son
Rasamaya Nityananada Das