All Glories to Gaur Nitai!!!
All glories to Srila Prabhupad!!!
Jai Gurudev, Please accept my humble obesences.
You are an ocean of mercy gurumaharaj. Thank you for accepting me as your disciple. I have been hearing the importance of initiation from sernior devotees but could not understand its importance till the time you took me under your shelter. Every time i remember you during the day, i feel an instant connect with you, as if you are personally present before me, guiding me. I realize that The Lord listens to me because you are there, as my father, passing each of my desires to The Supreme Father. I can also feel that my family's spiritual interest has increased. This is all due to your mercy and blessings gurudev.
I am so insignificant, yet you have given me such a beaurtiful name. Firstly i could not understand its meaning, but when i realized that my spiritual name is derived from personal deities of HH Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakur, I was overwhlmed. I have no words to express my gratitude to you O Gurudev. On this auspicious day I humbly bow down to your lotus feet. I pray to The Supreme Lord to give you good health. May you soon start walking and travel around the globe preaching and delivering fallen souls like me. May you bless me so that I can start preaching. I am so fallen that i cannot remember what i read and lack the quality of reproducing the scriptures. I am currently preaching Bhagavad Gita to my husband and children. But if you bless me i can certainly aspire to spread Krishna Consciousness.
Your insignificant daughter,
Anuttama Gandharvika Devi Dasi