Harekrishna
Nama om vishnu padaya krishna prastaya bhutale
Srimate jayapataka swamin iti namine
Nama acharya padaya nitai kripa pradayine gaura katha damodaya nagara grama tarine
All glories to srila prabhu pada
All glories to srila gurudev.
Dear guru maharaj.. please accept my humble obesiences unto you. You are very merciful eventhough I am not a qualified person to become your disciple. Still you accepted me with your cause less mercy. Guru maharaj Please forgive me all the offence I have done towards vaushnavas . Because I am entangled with maya. Because of my ignorance I have done so many mistakes, I am not suitable to get the mercy of Krishna and guru. I am completely failed both materially and spiritually. I have no other option just by surrendering to your lotus feet . Only your lotus feet can deliver me . So I am begging you guru maharaj to show your mercy on me ,my family and my bhaktivriksha.
Guru maharaj I am completely failed to obey the order of my siksha gurus to get more number of people in BV. My mind always thinks in bodily platform not on mental or spiritual platform. I became very selfish so, I was unable to share the knowledge with other individuals. My mind is completely absent during japa, class, I became very lazy ,not able to convince my bv members to attend class ,chant ,listening,book reading .
Yet somehow now I have other opportunity to conduct Bv in Jagannath house. I beg you to empower me with good intelligence and clean and clear mind to think clearly taking right decision ,so I can inspire my bv members to chant,read, and do service. Please send more sincere souls so I can fulfill the desire of srila prabhupada. By fulfilling prabhupada desire you will be pleased. Oh guru maharaj I next 2 years i want to expand 5 Bvs from my bv group. So please give me the intelligent ideas,organisational skills to implement the above task. At the moment in our bv raghu prabhu, bhavana Mataji,danesh or,ammu mataji family,revati mataji, balvinder Singh were there.
I want every one to chant 16 rounds regularly
Should start reading ,doing service
Bhavana mataji, raghu prabhu going very bad phase in their life, please bless them so they can settle materially and spiritually. Raghu pr should get a good job soon data warehouse.
Danesh pr good devotee very enthusiastic service oriented, I want him to become potential leader
Revati mataji very determined chanting 8 rounds, she also can become potential leader by ur mercy. She and her husband stop non veg they should attend classes regularly so they can lead good Krishna conscious life. Her husband dies not believe in God. So please change his heart.
Anmu mataji and naveen pr very sincere,during to work pressure they were not able to attend any program,please empower them to do service,also bless their daughter should get grammar school seat.
My family also should understand the importance of Krishna conscious. They were always fighting please change their heart. My mom and dad should chant 16 rounds,read books . And also should involve In preaching. I am lazy, lusty persons, no control over my senses,give me the strength to over come this.i have no confidence, always fearful dull minded,please change it to more confident, no more fear.
Please bless our shiksha gurus (aravinda Krishna das,yamuneshwari mataji) with good health they should support us for the spiritual life.
Finally I pray to lord natasimhadev to give you good health so that you can lead us back to godhead and thanks for inspiring each and every one of us.
Please forgive me if commit any mistakes.
Your insignificant fallen soul
Mallik