My Dearest Guru Mahārāja,
Daṇḍavat praṇām!!!
Please accept my humble obeisances
All Glories to you! All Glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda All glories to all our Paramparā ācāryas !
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale śrīmate jayapatākā-svāmin iti nāmine
namo ācāryapādāya nitāi-kṛpa-pradāyine gaura-kathā dhāma dāya nagara-grāma tāriṇe
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale śrīmate bhaktivedānta-svāmin iti nāmine
namas te sārasvate deve gaura-vāṇī-pracāriṇe nirviśeṣa-śūnyavādi-pāścātya-deśa-tāriṇe
Gurudeva this is your insignificant daughter Satyabhama Sadhvi Devī Dāsī from Ajmer yātrā ,India.
Gurudeva, when being pestered by girls during preaching our dear Śrīla Prabhupāda had asked you to "go and get heavy ". You took the instruction by heart and you made yourself "heavy", not only physically but also spiritually by the shear mercy of your spiritual master. You became the heaviest preacher, heaviest book distributer, heaviest follower of your Gurudeva.
You for me are the 'heaviest " spiritual master on this planet today.
I got initiated last year by your Grace in Chennai and this had been the most miraculous year of my entire life. Your mercy came from every niche and corner. Ironically the same year you had to go through so many physical challenges but did that matter ..!! You were unstoppable then, you were unstoppable now. By your compassion for us, your spiritual children you drew us towards yourself much more during your illness. You hailed us to achieve the target of one million deepdanas and though we could accomplish just one percent of the same our love and attraction towards you and your service grew many folds during the service. That's where I sensed your profound compassion for us. Your illness is also nothing but a secret objective to draw us, fallen souls towards your grace and your glorified service.
Your kindness knows no bounds and you are an ocean of love which displays in your daily classes and other preaching activities even in such a physical state. I would never forget the glorious answer of the question asked by me during the live fb class, "What can one do to not forget one's spiritual master even for a moment".
I have translated your Grace's book "Vaiṣṇava ke" in hindi .As that was the beginning of your mercy- showers and I began to develop endless gratitude for you my dear spiritual father. Only by your exemplary devotional service I understood that "preaching is the essence" and began preaching. Today only by your mercy I am preaching 3 groups of Bhakti-vṛkṣas and they are being cultivated towards loving devotional service of The Lord miraculously by this totally fallen soul.
My affection for Lord Nityananda is the most precious gift I've received from you my dear spiritual master. Whenever I say Nityānanda I remember you oh dear Gurudeva. You have changed my life upside down ..How very endlessly grateful and loveful I am towards you I am incapable of expressing. Thank you very much dear Guru Mahārāja for accepting this useless creature as your spiritual daughter. Please please don't forsake me anytime, anywhere. I want to remain under your shelter and serve you endlessly, wherever you are.
vande guru sri caranara vindam…
Your most fallen daughter,
Satyabhāmā Sādhvī devī dāsī
Ajmer yātrā