My DEAR FATHER AND SPIRITUAL MASTER,
Please accept my humble obeisance unto the dust of your lotus feet. All glories to you! All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda!
Guru mahārājah, it is a great privilege and honor to write an offering unto the most elevated person in this planet. I have no qualification to write or talk about you.
I sincerely thank Guru paramparā, Gaura Nitāi, Śrī Rādhā Mādhava and Lord Narasiṁha Dev for giving us back our beloved Guru mahārājah. You are our living inspiration for how we should be unwavering in our faith of Śrī Kṛṣṇa inspite of any type of obstacles that come in our way.
Guru mahārājah, you are very merciful and took my husband, Ramarupa Gaura das, and me under your care and gave us your diksha on 28 March 2018. Our son, Sanjeev, took his aspiration under Your care. We will remain indebted to you and follow your guidance to fulfil your mission to your Guru, Śrīla Prabhupāda.
Guru mahārājah, we seek your empowerment to fulfill our desire to serve you and your mission. I am failing sometimes in my sādhana due to various daily family commitments. Only service I am performing daily for Guru mahārājah is Tulasi arti. I desire to preach and serve the devotees for which I seek your blessings and empowerment as I am finding very difficult to fulfill.
We had to relocate to India from Dubai recently and we are living in Bengaluru. I feel this move has happened by Your mercy to protect us from certain difficulty and for a greater cause. Only due to Your mercy we are now associated here with New Rājāpur Jagannāth dhāma under the mentorship of HG Caitanya Avatari Prabhu.
This year during the Maha Abhishekham period we had the fortune to have Your darshan and listen to your evening lectures on the pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahaprabhu and Śrī Kolavecha Śrīdhar. Earlier during July 2018 I had the fortune to have your blessings and darshan in Chennai along with my daughter and son in law.
Though I have a very long way to come towards fulfilling my promises to you still I have faith that I will overcome all the obstacles and move forward in your service.
You have given us enough lessons to learn and have shown as by example what it means to be a devotee and a sincere disciple. Unfortunately, I am still learning my lessons the hard way but still I am trying to learn. Your disciples are showering me with their love and affection. They are guiding me well and giving me enough strength to grow in Kṛṣṇa consciousness.
On this auspicious day I offer my sincere prayers to the Lord Nrsimha dev to give you long healthy life. My sincere obeisances unto your lotus feet.
Your insignificant servant,
Hemasundarī Gaurāṅgī devī dāsī