All glories to Śrī Śrī Goura Nitāi
All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda! All glories to all the vaiṣṇavas!
Dear Gurudeva please acept my humble obeisanses.
I am very fallen, so I need a special mercy.
You have Kṛṣṇa and you can give Kṛṣṇa to others, so I am simply running after you shouting: "Kṛṣṇa, Kṛṣṇa!"
You have so many pious activities that you can burn all the sinfull activities of the whole world.
Prabhupāda said that you are a pure devote of the Lord. And it is said that if a pure devote wants to liberate everyone in the world, Kṛṣṇa will satisfy him.
Please Guru Mahārāja, have mercy on me! I am suffering so much altough I have all the material facilities. You are always happy altough your material condition is not so good.
That is because you have Kṛṣṇa and I don't have.
So I think that, if you give me your blessings I can also became happy in Kṛṣṇa consciousness.
I have made the wrong choise on coming to this world.
I am trying with all my efforts to serve the vaiṣṇavas to purify my self, but it will take so long.
Your presence is the only thing that give me hope.
Please don't abandon me life after life, Gurudeva, or I will have no chance to get free from this material world.
Your insignificant servant,
Muralidhara Śyāmasundara dāsa