Hare Krishna Dear Guru Maharaj
I offer my respectful obeisances unto your lotus feet on your Vyasa Puja Day.
This year was so special that by Krsna's mercy your liver & kidney Transplant was successful. Although this was your another lila to make your disciple more sincere & serious for Krsna Conciousness. You are an example of the philosophy, we say daily, we are not this body, we are spirit soul. Gurumaharaj, You are beyond this bodily limitations. You are baring all pains to fulfill Srila Prabhuapda's Instructions & giving Gauranga Prema to everyone . Srila Prabhupada’s instructions are your life and soul. Serving him is your only goal.
I feel sometimes, How can be someone so compassionate? But you are not ordinary, you are the associate of Lord Nityananda. Whatever the condition be, nothing can stop you & your preaching mission. Being so merciful you want to distribute love of Godhead in every nook and corner of world despite of your health conditions. In spite of all physical issues, You are approachable by emails, your daily facebook classes, etc.
Your daily skype classes are nectar for our soul. Inspite of hectic schedule & tiring day, you never miss even a single day to give facebook class. I remember when i was in mayapur during parikrama this year. One day Guard was told to inform devotees that there is no class as you were in meetings since morning and would be reaching late after 9pm. You reach at 9pm at your room, You asked devotees to do set up forfacebook class , although there was nobody on top floor. It was 9.30pm & you even didn't had your dinner. You gave class first , then finish at 10.30 pm & then later took prasad. This shows your mood of love & care for your disciples that you don't want to skip meeting your disciples online and also shows your esctatic love for Gauranga that you cant stay without spreading gauranga's pastimes. We see our schedule before thinking to attend late evening facebook class that we might not be able to rise early if we attend class so late, but i realize in mayapur that you never think about your self , your schedule, your health just for giving your disciple Krsna Prema, You are living. You are living for others, for sending souls back to Krsna, for fulfilling Srila Prabhupada Mission. O Dear Guru Maharaj, You are amazing, unstoppable. Inspite of bodily pain & suffering, you are still accepting so many disciples just to deliver them , How can anyone be so merciful like you..! Who is ready to take all pains for taking his disciples back.
Who has given this most fallen soul shelter, if you were not there? You have picked up me when I was at the most difficult phase of my life. Thank you for saving me always from this suffering world. Who else could given this most fallen soul, the love and attraction for gauranga. Loving you gives me a little love for Gauranga.You, being specially empowered by Lord Chaitnya distributing his love & mercy every village & every town by giving shelter to so many fallen souls.
Whenever I am in a difficulty, I pray in front of your lamination and you always help me out from most stressed situations in my life. When i am unable to chant sincerely, i beg in front of your photo to please help me & you always reciprocate. By this lila, you taught me there is no difference between you & your lamination. You are always present everywhere with your disciples to help & protect them.
I feel highly indebted to you for your causeless mercy upon me & my family. I beg for your blessings for me & my family that we can be sincere in following the path of Krsna conciousness. Gurumaharaj, I am ignorant of the troubles you are facing just because to deliver this fallen soul ( as a father undergoes to protect and maintain as child ) and take back to godhead. Please forgive me for all my offenses i keep committing knowingly. You are the ocean of Mercy. I beg for your Mercy so I may always able to imbibe the mood of being servant of servant of servant of all Vaishnavas, can follow your instructions and my initiation vows throughout my life.
I pray to Lord Narasimha Dev for your good health as I just can't live without you and your service. O Gurudev. Please always engage me in service under your Lotus feet.
Yours Unworthy Daughter,
Sadguru Sevanandini Devi Dasi
