Most beloved Guru Maharaja, My most dear Spiritual Father, His Divine Grace Jayapataka Swami, Please accept my most respectful and humble obeisance’s, All glories to His Divine Grace Srila Prabhupada,with great joy I am able to write again another Vyasa Puja letter, to be able to try to glorify Your Divine Grace, although I am without capacity to do so in the rightful manner, so please excuse all my failings to be able to do such a difficult task.
Whatever I say or do could Never ever glorify You enough most beloved Spiritual Father.
Guru Maharaja, You have Shown me so many times your wonderful loving nature that it overwhelms me, if I think to how many times you taken me under your glance , and how You personally taken care of me , in so many ways.
Actually Your Grace gave me so much mercy, that I can never repay You, Your only request is that we chant and continue our sadhana and read, bringing new persons to Krishna Consciousness.
Never once lamenting of all the austerity, but You continue everday showing to us, all your strength and wonderful personality , while in the process of trying to satisfy everyone’s desires, just to be able to have you come personally to them .
You are traveling around the world in such a condition that no human being could ever be able to bear, I have witnessed Guru Maharaja how much your pain increases physically, and it makes me cringe with pain in my heart to see how much you are actually doing for us all , however You have the desire so strong for your beloved disciples to take up this Krishna Consciousness and to give to others that you are willing to suffer so many painful situations , just to be able to encourage us all .
This is the greatest mercy I have witnessed.
Guru Maharaja, Thank you for allowing me all these years that You have and are giving to me, and to be able to serve you.
How is it I seem to do so little, when Guru Maharaja you are Giving me so much . I am completely indebt to You life after life and my only wish, is to be able to serve You Guru Maharaja lifetime after lifetime, if You are not there then I have no more interest and My life becomes really unbearable and useless.
Literally Guru Maharaja I can’t even think of a second without Your Presence, So please bless Me that I can eternally keep My Mind firmly Fixed on Your Instructions, your mercy and love that you have gave and all the pastimes I was able to share with You , and to be able to continue to remain eternally at Your Lotus feet to be able to serve You life after Life .
I pray that I can continue to serve in any possible way, and please forgive any offences I may of made over all the decades and may I bow humbly at your lotus feet over and over again.
Thank You, for showing me this great fortune and treasure of Krishna Consciousness, in helping me be able to take part, in accepting me as Your disciple, which I am so humbly honored to be part of your spiritual family .
Thank you Guru Maharaja.
Your eternal servant and spiritual daughter,
Lilavilasini devi dasi ( RKC Terni ITALY)
