Dear Srila Gurudeva,
My humble obeisance unto your lotus feet,
All glories to Srila Prabupad who had not only given us Krsna but also our Guru,
All glories to Sri Guru and Gauranga!
My prabu and I respect you from the bottom of our heart. I love you so much, we have been doing extra rounds for your well-being, for the past 2 years or so (since you came to Melbourne last time when we were told to do extra round for your well-being),
Since we met you for the first time in Melbourne temple in 2013, and up until now, our love for you have increased so much
I always remember to circumbulate Tulsi 8 times whenever I see Tulsi maharani, and I pray to Tulsi Maharani to provide all the spiritual benefits( if it were to be any) derived from that circumbulation to my Guru Maharaj only
I understood (with my little knowledge) how much you desire from your disciples to follow your mood and mission which is ultimately Srila Prabupad's mission and further up Lord Caitanya Mahaprabu's mission.
I do sometimes see you in my dreams and that makes me feel more connected to yourself and I love that feeling.
I am childishly saying all these to you which proves that how much neophyte still am I
I often feel and realize that I have got a lot to do to follow your mood and mission in practice, and I don't know when will I actually please you, but I am surely praying to Krsna to help me on that so I can please You always!
I was hoping to get initiated when I was in India recently and when it didn't happen, I understood (with my insignificant knowledge) that the situation proved me (again) how unqualified am I, and that gave me the opportunity to work on my Sadhana even more seriously. In a deeper sense, there must be a reason why that happened, although I was very sad when experiencing it.
I am happy to wait to become your dear disciple when you desire (but please continue to shower your mercy though)
Another Childish thing I wanted to share with you (even I tried to seek your permission on this but my attempt was failed), I recently desired to worship Little Dharu Brahman Jaganath deities at home, and I got them now, we will welcome them during our house warming. Please give us your mercy and blessings, so we can take good care of them very nicely, and may that please you also,
Kindly forgive us if we have committed any offenses, and Please bless us so we can serve you eternally
Thank you so much,
May Lord Nrsimha always give protection to you!
Your useless servants (and please bless us so we become your useful servants)
Iswariya, Vinoth and Vallabha