My Dear Spiritual Father,
Please accept my Rescetfull Obeisances unto your Lotus Feet,
All glories to Srila Prabhupada,
All glories to your Divine Grace,
All glories to Gaura Nitai,
All glories to you Gurudeva on your auspicious appearance day.
Nama Om Visnupadaya Krishna Presthaya Bhutale Srimate Jayapataka Swamin iti Namine
Nama Acharya padaya nitai kripa pradayine Gaura Katha dhamadaya nagaragrama tarine
On the occasion of your 71st Vyasa Puja, which is very special for all your disciples, this year is most special because we are celebrating your Holiness 50th Sanyasa Anniversary. Last Year was a grand Vyasa Puja in Sridham Mayapur, I felt proud that I am a disciple of your Holiness.
Now with the mercy of Social Media, we are able to connect with you every day through Facebook live classes, hearing about Mahaprabhu every day, and your most valuable question and answer section also. By the mercy of Gauranga and Prabhupad, I started reading Chaitanya Caritamrita.
I never had any qualification to know about Lord Krishna and his Tattva and it is only by your causeless which you have accepted me as your disciple and given me an identity that reveals the real value of life. By your causeless mercy now I completed my first unit of Bakti Vaibhav. I am trying to know about the Supreme Personality Of Godhead with my insignificant knowledge, please bless me Gurudeva so that I can learn about Krishna and His Eternal Pastimes. Please, Please remove my Language Barricade which is stuck in my mind and always pulling me backwards and blocking my mind to accept new things which are coming in front of everyone. I want to come out of the false ego shell which is covering and blocking me always. I am seeking your Blessings to remove my 'Stage Fear'. I want to fulfil my Siksha Guru's dreams who has so many expectations on me. Please bless me Gurudev so that I am able to fulfil my Siksha Guru's desire.
I am feeling so empty as I am unable to contribute any significant service to please you. Please empower me to understand your mood and to get a strong determination to serve you. My eternal desire to become a dear disciple of your Divine Grace, but I don't know the way by which I can fulfil my desire, you are my only hope Gurudeva. Please show me the path and guide me.
please bless me so that I always remain in devotee association and be able to serve your servants humbly with love and care. please bless me so that I can never leave the taste of the holy name and to maintain my sadhana.
Although I have no qualification to serve Srila Prabhupada Mission, by Your causeless mercy I am able to conduct Children classes and different services, please empower me Gurudev to help me to increase my enthusiasm day by day.
My dear Gurudev, I will never be able to repay you for all that you have done for me and is doing for me, for the blessing you are bestowing upon me, knowing well how unqualified I am. by the mercy of you nowadays my queries and every thought which comes in my insignificant mind, Paratma gives the immediate reciprocation. I need your blessings Gurudev so that I can serve you every time, and I will always be your dear disciple.
on this auspicious day, I am begging you to forgive me of my many offences which I have committed unto you, due to my dirty and immature mind, please bless me Gurudeva so that I can wholeheartedly realize and accept my fallen condition and change myself to become the perfect instrument in your hand.
on this auspicious occasion of your appearance, I pray to Radha Madhav, Pancha Tattva and Narasimha Dev to give you the strength and energy to carry on with your mission of spreading Krishna Consciousness unlimitedly as Srila Prabhupada desired.
Yours Everloving spiritual Daughter,
Sucaru Jahnava Devi Dasi. (Diksha)
Krishna Katha Desa, Middle East.