Hare Krsna my Dearmost Spiritual Father,
Please accept my most respectful obeisances, All Glories to Srila Prabhupada ! All Glories to your divine lotus feet !
Nama Om Vishnu padaya Krsna presthaya bhutale
Srimate Jayapataka swamin iti namine,
Nama Acharya padaya Nitai kripa pradayine
Gaura katha dhama daya nagara grama tarine
nama om vishnu Padaya krsna Presthaya Bhutale
srimate bhaktivedanta svamin iti namine
namaste sarasvate deve gaura vani pracarine
nirvesesha sunyavadi pashcatya desa tarine
Mukam karoti vacalam pangum langayate girim
Yat krpa tam aham vande sri gurum dina taarinam
paramananda madhavam sri caitanya iswaram
"Gurudev kṛpā-bindu diyā" - Just a drop of your mercy
It constantly amazes to see the intimate associate of Lord Caitanya in action. I am unable to comprehend how much merciful the two Lords-"Lord Caitanya and Lord Nityananda" were/are. But I can see a glimpse of their mercy by seeing the compassion and mercy you show to each and every soul. I am spell bound to see your commitment to Srila Prabhupada ! I really wish to get a drop of that commitment and reciprocate and retain the mercy that you shower on us.
2020 January by your causeless mercy I could witness a very few of your unlimited pastimes. You had to wait for 8 minutes before some simple medical test. You actually didn't want to waste even that much time. You told me that you have 8 minutes time and that you want to help somebody in devotional life. I could not even understand if it is possible for a person to be this selfless. You are an epitome of self sacrifice. You made me speechless by exhibiting your commitment for Srila Prabhupada and also how much preaching is dear to you. What great people do, common men follow ! I cannot imitate you, but I Really wish to get a drop of that compassion you have for all...How a person who has been starving for many days is so eager and tries to stuff everything that he can find on his plate, likewise you just want to take as many souls as possible with you.
Fifty years of 108% pure sacrifice and many more to come. "Ahaituki apratihata" - unmotivated and uninterrupted devotional service, whenever I used to read this in many of Srila Prabhupada's purports I used to think this is next to impossible these days. But you are an example of such devotional service, that again gives the glimpse of glorious gaudiya vaisnava parampara - in the mood of Sri Nityananda prabhu.
Ohe Vaisnava thakura doyara sagara !! Please kindly forgive all the offenses that I do knowingly by not following the instructions of my seniors(H.G.Caitanya Avatari prabhu and H.G.Rasamayi mataji - Bangalore) and many many offenses that I commit unknowingly.
I Really wish to get a drop of the preaching quest you have, imbibed in me so that we as a family (My husband Amani Gauracandra prabhu and kids Dhanya and Haripriya) can be an instrument in your hands and bring many souls to serve Srila Prabhupada. By the mercy of spiritual master a dumb can speak, a lame can climb mountains. Please Gurudeva ! I am a lame person, please help me climb the mountain of all the anarthas I have.
jogyatā-vicāre, kichu nāhi pāi,
tomāra karuṇā-sāra
karuṇā nā hoile, kāndiyā kāndiyā,
prāṇa nā rākhibo āra
"Gurudev kṛpā-bindu diyā" - Just a drop of your mercy
Your unworthy daughter,
Susevini Guru gauranga devi dasi, Minneapolis, USA.