Hare Krishna dear Guru Maharaja,
Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus-feet.
I have recently received full-time service opportunity in the mission of Srila Prabhupada. I am grateful for this & for everything that has been bestowed upon me by your & Srila Prabhupada's causeless mercy.
But i am fearful because i am an unworthy recipient. Due to my own conditionings, instead of honoring these rare gifts, i am mistreating them. I think myself blessed to have such a wonderful association & family of devotees, yet at the same time, foolish for not serving them properly, the way you & our Founder-Acharya wants.
Thus, i shamelesssly beg at your lotus-feet Guru Maharaja, to kindly deliver me from these self-fabricated traps of my materialistic mind. Please pull this insignificant worm out of the sewage-pit of maya, so that i may never think of leaving the service to the lotus-feet of Your Divine Grace. I have taken initiation but i feel distant from you because of not taking your association sufficiently in Vani form, for which i am repentant.
I want to correct these mistakes of mine and advance in Krishna consciousness, for your pleasure & for the pleasure of Srila Prabhupada. I don't want to remain a neophyte throughout my life. For this, i am in dire need of your merciful glance.
O master! Please never let me go astray from the path of pure devotional service to Sri Sri Radha-Madhav & Sri Sri Panch-Tattva. For a long time, I have neglected this, but i don't want to repeat it anymore & therefore, i am crying at your lotus-feet. Please accept me.
Aspiring to be a faithful servant of your servant,
Achyuta Naam Das