Hare Krishna Guru Maharaj
Please accept my dandwat pranam .
Every time I see you and think you are not from this world. I see in my life how much I struggle to push my Krishna consciousness; Maya Devi pushes me down again and again in terms of poor chanting, vaishnava Aparadha or my comfort zone etc. But you are really a great example for all of us. By your example you always showed us the way: how to perform devotional service without interruption.
Going against the modes of material nature is like chasing the rhinos and you have proved it. That is possible, and that’s what Srila Prabhupada wanted us to always think big. If we are not thinking big then the modes of material nature is going to push us down and down.
We joined Krishna consciousness to help Srila Prabhupada and unless we give our best, Krishna is not going to reciprocate with us. Your novel ways to spread Krishna consciousness makes me feel that Krishna is really reciprocating with you or else how is it possible to get so many ideas to save the fallen souls like me. “Krishna sakti vina nahe tara pravartan” unless a devotee is specifically empowered by the lord, he cannot preach the holy name of the lord all over the world. This sloka proves that you are really empowered by lord Krishna. Whenever in meeting you ask about preaching report, I feel you are not just asking but really concern about the preaching and specifically about that devotee who is helping you to fulfill the desire of Srila Prabhupada. I heard some of our reports which you gave to Srila Prabhupada regarding preaching in Mayapur. Even now on the Vyas puja of Srila prabhupada when you look towards him in deep silence and simply looking at him, I feel you are giving the report to Srila Prabhupada about preaching.
I am indebted to you for all the things you gave to me. I cannot repay back to you, still I ask you please ignore my all the shortcoming and be merciful on me so that one day I can also join you in Goloka to assist you in the eternal service of Lord Krishna.
Your most fallen son,
Rasamaya Nityananda Das