Dear Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my respectful obeisances unto Your Lotus feet!
All Glories to Guru and Gaurāṅga!
All Glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda!
You said:
„Now I am only here to serve the devotees and I feel that I realized that I have a disease. Apart from my physical disease, I have a mental disease! When I see people, I talk to them, it just comes over me, I think, how can I help this person be more Krsna conscious?! It is my great disease. It gets me into trouble all the time!! So even when I was in the hospital, the nurses would come in, the doctors would come in, I got many people to chant Hare Krsna. Since I was in hospital there were no bead bags, I would give them clickers, counting machines. And some people are still chanting two rounds, four rounds, one round, something every day. So it is my disease, I can’t help it! I am sorry! Ha!”
When I go distribute the books I always have also japa mala corals and often sweet balls. When I meet interested people, in addition to books, they get corals and prasadam. I teach them how to chant and I suggest that they chant at least one round a day.
Finally, they get an invitation to meetings.
When something like this happens, I feel the greatest satisfaction of sankirtan.
Please infect me with such a mental disease you have.
I would also like to be sick with such a disease.
Your humble servant Raghunatha Dāsa (Siksa) Czarnów, Poland