My Most Dear Loving Spiritual Father,
please accept my Respectful obeisances at Your merciful Lotus Feet. All Glories to You and Shri Gauranga!! All glories to Srila Prabhupada!
Dear Guru Maharaja, please accept my humble wish in this most fortunate and auspicious day of Your Appearance in this world.
Needless to say 'how much I would like to be with You', Glorify and Celebrate You personally.
The big truth is that I miss You so much! However, a higher truth is that Your presence never fails to be near us/me when we are in great need and always.
Always ,the fever of Your Dedicate and Powerful devotional service overwhelms me, just like when Shri Krishna attacks the demon to save the devotee! I’m here just because of You! Because of Your mercy! Because You gave me the possibility to be where I am now, because You believed in me that I would have observed my vows and served the mission of Srila Prabhupada! We did an important promise and exchange at the time of initiation, at that time You offered me 'the real possibility to go back home back to Godhead in this one life time’.
JUST BECAUSE OF YOU.
I feel, I really feel You deeply desire this for us and just for this, I can say I am here and I can really give something valuable to others too. Because of You. Because of Your unconditional mercy, You gave me this chance to pass this message on to others and even more. Everything was free of charge, with no expectation, with no desire to get something in return from Your side. What would I have done without You Guru Maharaja? What? What would I have done if Shri Krishna did not send His Pure Devotee on earth showing us how merciful He and His devotee are? How much Love and Care do They have for Their children!
In reality, I see that I am a beggar of a fortune that I already abundantly have,if i keep You in my heart and mind every day..so I am just begging You to stay in my life, please do not go far away from Your disciple. Also if I am still fallen please Help me to fight this mind that always put me in trouble, that sometimes doesn’t make me see how fortunate I am, day by day, to have Your on-line association, Your spiritual Love and Care…despite Your complicated physical health condition.
Oh Gurudeva let me be full of Your light! The light of knowledge, the Supreme real Knowledge!
In the previous Vyasa puja letter, last year, I made some promises to You...that I have fulfilled in the best of my capacity… I was able, by Your mercy, to place Srila Prabhupada’s books in 4 different shops and gave 2 set of Bhagavatam (plus one was for my son anyway) in Bhadra purnima. I offered everything to Your Lotus Feet, my Aratiks, my rounds, my work with kids, yoga service, the Narasimha Kavaca, the sweet daily verse from Brahma Samhita with the hope to make You Happy.
Thank You very much, by hearth I am grateful to You and sincerely I always pray that You are always always well.
Your eternal debtor , practicing aspirant disciple,and spiritual daughter
Ekaradha devi dasi.