Dear spiritual Father, please accept my most prostrated and respectful obeisances. All the glories to You, all the glories to Srila Prabhupada.
I am Laksmi Pryia Sundari dd from Rimini, Italy. I remember when I met You for the first time at the Ratha Yatra in Milan and You instantly blessed me by drubbing my head with Your stick, then looking at me You said “you are a sincere devotee” ... 18 years have passed since then. You gave me first and second initiation, but more time passes by the more I feel unworthy, unable and inadequate. Sometimes I wonder how sincere I am ... Serving and satisfying guru and Krishna is the most important thing, but in my mind, there are still many fears and conditionings that create me many problems...
I listen to You even if I do not understand Your language knowing nothing but Italian, but looking at You I see in You a pure and sincere desire to save us ... and, You can do it. I just want to be able to depend only on You without any other impediment in the mind, the struggle against the material existence is very hard, but You taught me that determination, dependence on guru and Krishna, sincere desire to serve guru and Krishna are the only way for true happiness...
I do not know how I will be able to satisfy You and how will I be able to serve You, because I have no qualifications whatsoever, what hope there is for me? In my brave intent to follow Your instructions I wish this Vyasa Puja gives You good health and the desire to come to Italy to find us...
Thanks Guru Maharaja because without Your causeless mercy, my life would have been a real failure.
Your eternal and insignificant servant,
Laksmi Priya Sundari dd