My Soul, Beloved Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my humble obeisance on your lotus feet.
It is a great fortune for me to write some words to you though your glorification can not be limited in words. If I offer rose to anyone that is only to you my beloved Gurudeva. Sometimes I think it is very difficult to survive in devotional life without you. Though I lead very degraded life style but it becomes vain without your causeless mercy.
In your last visit in Bangladesh, I heard from many material people that maybe you are a demigod, if not, then why thousand people come just for once to see you. Just by seeing You, many people lives have changed. “Darshane pabitra kara ai tomara guna”
Before giving any lecture, the kirtan from your tongue “nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya..…” this really amazing and touch my heart and feel a transcendental blessing. Your innovative idea to develop the mission of Srila Prabhupada, really out of words “United Nation of Krishna Consciousness” how you sacrifice your whole life in service of devotion. As a preacher, you cannot live without preaching through all physical issues because you are free from suffering & anxiety.
Jaya Pataka Swami, my heart, you are the victory flag who is trying to spread the blessing of Lord Nittayananda so that every single soul can be saved from material illusion. In my struggling life, all inspiration comes from your touchy message "Never give up". You always protect me from my every serious problem. I realize this causeless mercy only when I face problems and really Gurudeva, you are my hope.
When I saw you for the first time at Pundarik Dham, as if my mind was craving for you for a long time and I was feeling like I was looking for you. You provided me initiation but as a disciple I always disobey and misuse your causeless mercy. I am so fallen and engaged myself in sense gratification instead of devotion, this is the main reason of your physical issue. I am so unsteady and cheater and perform nama-aparadhas while chanting all the time. I try and determined myself but sometimes it does not work due to illusion.
It is known from disciplic succession, Vyāsa-pūjā is the day of re-surrender to Guru. On this auspicious day I again surrender to you. I wish to chant 16 round japa properly from heart, maintain four rules and take 3 times prasadam daily forever. Please accept me my source of energy, Gurudeva.
Happy 71th Appearance day! My Super Hero Srila Jaya Pataka Swami!!
Aspiring to become your unconditional servant
Mukunda Datta Sēvaka Dāsa
Sirajganj, Bangladesh