namaom visnupadaya krishna prestaya bhutale srimate jayapataka swamin iti namine
nama acharyapadaya nitai kripa pradayine gaura katha dhama daya nagara grama tarine
Dear Guru maharaj
Please accept my humble obeisances
All glories to Srila Prabhupada
All glories to Sri Guru and Gauranga
You are truly an associate of Lord Nityananda for showing compassion upon this fallen soul. By giving initiations to so many devotees you are taking responsibility of them to take them back to godhead. All the devotees are being given confidence of their connection with you. You are truly setting highest example for sannyasa order. Sannyasa Dharma is to preach and you are doing preaching all round the clock. Just giving out your mercy to anyone and everyone coming accross you. In CC it says that vasudev datta was ready to suffer the karmas of all the people so that they can go back to godhead and enjoy with Krishna. In the same mood you are taking so many karmas of the devotees to give them a new birth so that they can develop Krishna prema and go back to godhead. You are not thinking of yourself. You are giving your body, mind, words, actions and your very life to serve Srila Prabhupada and ISKCON. Srila Prabhupada is the captain of the ship of ISKCON driving it straight to Goloka vrindavan with incredible determination against all odds. You are very special having the biggest life boat saving so many souls fallen into the ocean of material existence and taking them to the ship of Srila Prabhupada.
I'm your disciple only name sake. I have to become a true disciple of yours and reflect at least a spark of your oceanic qualities in my life. Then I can be called your disciple. But I am way far from it. I'm begging you to bestow some drops of mercy upon me. I'm so unqualified. From my life previous to taking your shelter I could see what my karma was and where I would have been otherwise. So much suffering was awaiting me because of my sinful life in this material world. From the day I received connection with you everything has become auspicious all by your mercy. Absolutely your mercy only. It is actually a new birth you being my father and Vedas becoming my mother. I want to become a genuine devotee. Not only that I want to become an instrument of compassion in your hands. When will that day come? To my heart's content I am being utilized as a puppet in the hands of the parampara. When will that day come? When will the day come that I have only one identity as servant of servant of Srila Prabhupada and I will not have any other identity. When will I give up my enjoying mentality? And I will only think of satisfying Krishna's senses? It will all be possible by your mercy alone. Please be merciful upon this fallen soul. I just want to be your servant. I don't want to have any other desires in my heart. Ekaki amaya nahi paya bala harinama sankirtane...tumi kripa kori sraddha bindu diya deho krishna nama dhane.. please give me krishna nama dhan..
I'm forever indebted to you guru maharaj. I cannot repay you for the mercy that you are showing upon this insignificant fallen wretched soul. You are a glorious servant of Lord Gauranga!!! Gauranga!!! ebe jas gusuk tribhuvana... Your name is spread all over the three worlds. May my mind always remember the instructions emanating from your lotus mouth and I pray that I never forget service to your lotus feet.
Your insignificant servant
Viswambara visala das
