Hare Krishna Guru Maharaj,
Plese accept my humble obeisances.
I'm extremly ashamed for being very casual in writing your vyas puja offering as i am too late. Nontheless by your disciple's causeless mercy
I'm reminded to write my offering for your vyas puja. first of all i extremely thank my spiritual guide and your dear and dedicated disciple for being very concerned and caring towards me as well as so many other souls.
Guru Maharaj, i dont know any single fraction of your dedication,sacrifice,detemination, love, concern, care,faith, sincerity or your greatness in one word then what to speak of realising these aspects. But I have to go diper in these aspects of your gratness today or tommorow. Then only I may know you and start establishing son and father relation, living it and relishing it. I know you have hundreds and thiusand of disciples in india and abroad and in whole universe gurumaharaj, so it's my concern to establish relation with you and live it. I also know that you have come here to recalim degraded and ignorant souls and take us back to krishna, so that case also its my concern only to catch your rope of mercy and go back to krishna. Otherwise you have trillions of fallen souls to reclaim and deliver, why would you choose me for going back to krishna. Its your mercy only that all these thoughts are coming to my mind now and getting every thing clear.
Guru Maharaj, I have only asipiration that you live long. you please be there. I will improve my sadhana, won't give you any more suffering bacause of my bad sadhana. For the last some days, I am constantly thinking about this.
At last, I only beg for your mercy and forgiveness as you have had on thoussands of your other disciples for that is the only hope for this incompetent, foolish, dull minded and so bewildered unfortunate soul.
I bow down to your mercy and instructionsw with only dream to contribute in some capacity in the great hare krishna movement innunciated by Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu and led by Srila Prabhupad as a sign of repay of your trancendantal eternal debt which cannot actually be repaid neither by any wealth of this world nor by my insignificant, mechanical so called sincere effort. Nontheless i will do my best.
hare krishna.
your asipiring servant,
Sunil Kumar Sahu.
Jahnudwip Voice. Kolkata IYF.