om ajnana-timirandhasya jnananjana-salakaya
cakshur unmilitam yena tasmai sri-gurave namah
vande ‘ham sri-guroh sri-yuta-pada-kamalam sri-gurun vaishnavams ca
sri-rupam sagrajatam saha-gana-raghunathanvitam tam sa jivam
sadvaitam savadhutam parijana-sahitam krishna-caitanya-devam
sri-radha-krishna-padan saha-gana-lalita- sri-visakhanvitams ca
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatākā-svāmin iti nāmine
namo ācāryapādāya nitāi-kṛpa-pradāyine
gaura-kathā dhāmadhāya nagara-grāma -tāriṇe
HARE KRISHNA GURUMAHARAJ PLEASE KINDLY ACCEPT my HUMBLE AND RESPECT
OBEISANCES UNTO YOUR DIVINE LOTUS FEETS
ALL GLORIES TO SRILA PRABHUPADA
ALL GLORIES TO ALL THE DEVOTEES
WHO ARE YOUR LIFE AND SOUL
The rotten heart only cries out how GREAT YOU are and how much fallen am i!!
Why did You made me soo close to YOUR " OPEN HEART "?
But i can't serve You even a bit part.
Why did You gave me the HARINAM DIKSHA BEADS?
Neverthless i have tried to understand THEIR"S MERCIFUL DEEDS!
You made the assurance for us to be soo near,
But forgetting You and Your Great Promise i simply rome here amd there.
You instructed me "oh fallen!You please CHANT ",
Casually my desperate mind replies "now i can't"!
Forcing me to turn towards HARI...
the materialistic mind runs towards a mirage fairy.
Forcing us to concentrate on DEVOTION ,
simply i run to eaen my own reputation!
Demanding from us to help You in satisfying SRILA PRABHUPADA...
Yet me showing attitude of a dumb and deaf"Apadartha"!
Demanding from us to CHANT at least with sincerity;
still i didn't reach the stage of a tinch Humility!
From Time immemorial when You instructed me ro CHANT,OH GURUDEV...
Simply i have cheated You in the name of doing a seva.
From that same point when Leaving JAPA and move from illusion You orders me
to do seva,
Foolishly i reply with ego i will do "JAPA TP PURIFY my ATMA "!
Seeing my fallen condition You mercifully gave me the chance for BOOK
DISTRIBUTION
Just see there also i became engaged after my own sense gratification!
Seeing this worthless again You gave me so many PURE DEVOTEE"S ASSOCIATION
Again i simply ran for my own"s respect in frustration!
All the time You helped me ~the PURE DEVOTEES TO realize
But desperately my evil mind ran to critisize!
All the time You guided and showed the path for SELF -REALIZATION
Where i went on earning my own foundation!
Still tolearating me one day You instructed me to wake up
But yet dreaming without knowing on the way the perilious rusted hook to be
up;
Still considering and inspiring me saying "Its time for MANGAL ARATI"
i simply went on sleeping saying "raat aur sapna ab bahut hai baki"!
Finally You let me taste the NECTAR OF SRILA PRABHUPADA "S BOOKS
Leaving those GEMS i ran behind my own Looks!
Finally You have said SRILA PRABHUPADA-"Nothing could be done to this
fallen soul
For she had gone totally out of control!
SRILA PRABHUPADA was the ONE Who could not tolerate Your pain
Scolding me to hold Your LOTUS FEETS and ask for forgiveness in gain.
SRILA PRABHUPADA yes the only ONE to open my diseased eyes
Making me realize yes "YOU are the ONE Who always rectifies"
Oh! dear GURUDEVA You are the LORD,whom this fallen continuously neglected!
Forgiving those You have always protected.
Oh!dear GURUDEVA You have dangered Your life even for the sake of this
fallen"s betterment
And on every lives promising me for making my DEVOTIONAL SERVICE'S
upliftment .
All glories to the CAUSELESS MERCY OF SRILA PRABHUPADA "S INSTRUCTIONS to
let go deep inside my heart and ear;
For You had always consoled "I am with HER"
WHO else rather than You would have come to give us the Mercy of SRILA
PRABHUPADA?
And inspiring us us "Never to give up".
Here just in wish to serve ONE Who had always endangered and wounded HIS
full life for the sake of this fallen's misdeeds and just because you took
all our sins to save us and struggling to make me a PURE DEVOTEE.
Teaching and Inspiring As a Great Acharya without a single complain and
Praying for Yourself ;but letting us with chances to perform PURE DEVOTION.
Letting is understand the Glories of SRILA PRABHUPADA and His Unlimited and
Self -Sacrificed gifts for us and the Mercy.
Of NITAI GAURANGA and the unlimited Love of Self -surrendered LOVE of
SHREEMATI RADHARANI ~ MOTHER YASHODA ~The GOPIS &THE VRIJWASIS ;
To understand the glories of a PURE DEVOTEE Like You is so rare but in wish
to one day get and achieve the NECTARIAN TASTE OF HOLY NAME to become a
PURE DEVOTEE so could release You from all our sins.
So that helping You in "Satisfying SRILA PRABHUPADA "S INSTRUCTIONS",
thus in wish to satisfy You and celebrating the 1st VYASA PUJA FESTIVAL
after You have given me a new Birth completing me with my Real Identity as
the Servant of REVATI DEVI here cries in wish a most insignificant one to
become an elligilble dust of Your LOTUS FEETS yours eternal unworthy hint
of servant Sucitrā Revatī a defeated one in a struggle just to make You
happy Eternally.
Yours eternal servant in wish to reside and serve You eternally at Your
DIVINE LOTUS FEETS
Sucitrā Revatī Devī Dāsī