HH Jayapataka Swami Maharaj ki Jay!
Hare Krishna Maharaj!
Please accept my humble obeisances unto your divine Lotus Feet. Even though not eligible, I am trying to present this as my offering unto your feet. Please forgive me if I offend you knowingly or unknowingly.
I really don’t know how your mercy just flowed into my life even me without being aware of it. I was in great suffering when I first got shelter of devotees following under your lineage. And it is such a bliss I never realized at that point of time. The only clarity I had was that after years long of pain and distress I was able to see hope and most importantly peace. It was only later after continued association with the devotees I could see it as absolute mercy bestowed upon my fallen self. I remember you coming to Bangalore in 2019. Honestly I was not much aware of it. But it was again your mercy that you allowed me Your Darshan and accepted my obeisances. I am so very grateful Maharaj for this. I didn’t know then how this divine association could just have so much impact in my life. Soon, by Your mercy and His Lordship’ mercy, I could go for Vridhavana Yatra and have association of my aspiring guru HH Radhanath Swami Maharaj which I still feel I am not at all eligible. My way of thinking and even the life as such changed a lot after the yatra. I used to ponder how come it happened to me. It was only off late I could realize it was all Your mercy and Your divine association and Vaishnavas’ blessings which just made everything happened so very naturally. I don’t even know the correct word to express my immense gratitude I feel towards you. Thank is too lame a word for it. On this Vyas Puja, I pray sincerely to the Lord for Your good health so that millions of fallen souls could be rescued. Your personal self and serving mood is simply so magnanimous. I beg your mercy Maharaj please please keep sheltering me for given my fallen self, I am really frightened of Maya and also of getting into complete forgetfulness. I beg your mercy to please engage me into your service.
Your humble servant
Shalini