Dearest Guru Maharajah,
Please accept my most humble obeisances at the dust of your lotus feet.
All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
Hare Krishna, with your blessings last time I was able to do Vrindavan parikrama and the experience is wonderful and it is so wonderful that as long as I live I want to do this parikrama.Last year, during jhulan yatra I saw you,after that it’s been quite long time I haven’t seen you directly..My mind is craving for your darshan, day by day the desire to live in mayapur, to be around you is increasing more and more..Whenever I see you, I start crying.I feel why I am so far from you??I know I am a fallen soul,due to my mistakes only I’m suffering now.But still I strongly wish to see you daily,I want to touch your lotus feet.You are my shore,you are my support,you are my world.Wherever your feet landed that place has become heaven,such is the magic you possess.Who has your attention over him can’t be afraid.The water that falls out of clouds on us to quench our thirst, you are that stream of elixir of life.
This is my realisation,going beyond this material world your health is absolutely fine in spiritual world..I want to remember some lines from a famous song, ‘’ O ocean of mercy,be merciful unto your servant.Give me the shade of your lotus feet and purify me.I do not find the strength to carry on alone the sankirtan of the holy name of Hari. Please bless me by giving me just one drop of faith with that to obtain the great treasure of the holy name of Krsna.Krsna is yours.You have the power to give him to me.I am simply your servant running behind you.’’
Life is a river, it waves flow on and on .The heart’s ship sometimes gets drowned, sometimes it is saved.If you are not the guide, how I will reach the destination??If the waves get turbulent,we come in your refuge.
One instant is brightness the other moment is all darkness.Why won’t the heart fear??? When the mind is on the cross roads,which path to follow??Who other than you would explain????
Last year I took shelter unto your lotus feet and since then I’m strongly waiting to be your spiritual daughter...Please fulfill my dream very soon..Also a very important decision I am going to take , please be with me, guide me, correct me, bless me. Hare Krishna
Your humble and most insignificant servant,
Joita Das(Sheltered)
Kolkata-Garia-West Bengal