Hare Krishna Gurumaharaj,
Please accept my most respectful obeisances unto your divine and transcendental lotus feet,
All glories to Srila Prabhupad
All glories to you Gurudeva,
Respectfully Beloved Gurudeva,
In the year that has passed, people were suffering not only physically but mentally as well. But you gurumaharaj by bieng a divine doctor saved us. You gave classes everyday, you give zoom darsana's everyday, You even did virtual home visits, virtual meetings, virtual jagannath ratha yatra, virtual ekacakra dhama parikrama, and now virtual gaura purnima festival.
Your divine darsana is so purifying and by jayapataka swami app you always stay connected to us. You inspire by your classes, messages to never give up.
You are truly an unstoppable preacher, victory flag of iskcon, brave warrior and saviour of the fallen. I used to feel like an orphan in my spiritual life, i at times have many doubts, many problems, many questions and i feel like there is no one to look for me, how a low life like me can serve krishna but then on 1 feb 2020 you accepted me as your sheltered daughter. You held my hand, the hand of the one who is rejected by anyone and everyone. Thankyou gurumaharaj, No amount of thanks can ever be enough. I am so grateful to you.
You truly give out causeless mercy. I can never deserve the mercy that you have given me. I cannot even understand how much blessed i am to have you. I am extremely thankful and immensely grateful to you. All questions, All doubts and all prayers of mine are answered by you. You are transcendental even remembering you is associating with you and that is something i expereinced in the past year.
I am so fallen mostly my health is not well and i am constantly suffering my past lives karmas. I mostly even donot do my sadhana properly. I feel so bad and so sad that despite having heavy rains of your causeless mercy i am doing nothing and my devotional creeper is not blossoming. Please protect my devotional creeper gurudeva.
I pray to lord jagannath, baldeva, subhadra sudarshan for your good health.
I pray to you gurudeva, to always keep this fallen servant of yours in the shade and shelter of your divine lotus feet. Always keep me engaged in your seva because there is no other way, no other way and no other way that can save me.
Thankyou Gurudeva, I am thankful and grateful to you. I love you, i really do love you.
Your sheltered spiritual daughter,
Kajal Srivastava
(Sheltered Disciple)
East of Kailash - Delhi
