My Dear & Most Respectful Spiritual Father,
Hare Krishna Guru Maharaj
Please accept my humble Obeisances at your lotus feet. All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.
My dear Guru Maharaj, this is my second Vyas puja offering at your lotus feet. Please accept my sincere thanks from my heart for giving me & my wife shelter at your lotus feet. I am a useless person Guru Maharaj with no knowledge & no attachment to all merciful Shri Shri Goura Nitay, to Hari Naam & most most merciful all compassionate Srila Prabhupada but still you accepted me and my wife, we are indebted to you and your causeless mercy life after life.
This your Kukur Das -Dinesh Kumar, convey deepest thanks to you at your lotus feet for your causeless mercy sent to me and my family through my shiksha guru, my yatra leader and all great Vaishnava’s who are also your wonderful disciples and my God brothers and God sisters. I just want to say that this Sangha, which you have provided to us, is a great great boon for me & my family and no place in the haven can replace the pleasure to stay in this sangha of great vaishnavs & pleasure of doing service for them for the pleasure of you my Guru Maharaj.
As mentioned in Caitanya-Chartiamrta
brahmanda bhramite kona bhagyavan jiva
guru-krsna-prasade paya bhakti-lata-bija ( CC Madhya 19.151)"According to their karma, all living entities are wandering throughout the entire universe. Some of them are being elevated to the upper planetary systems, and some are going down into the lower planetary systems. Out of many millions of wandering living entities, one who is very fortunate gets an opportunity to associate with a bona fide spiritual master by the grace of Krsna. By the mercy of both Krsna and the spiritual master such a person receives the seed of the creeper of devotional service."
Thank you for the rare opportunity you have given to us by engaging us in devotional service.
This last year has been the most uncertain times but things have changed completely for us after your first visit to our home through your GDY virtual meeting though it was virtual but it was real, It was real in its effects. My chanting which was not in good state, but it had changed after your first visit and to the extent that on one Friday, prior to shelter, I had chanted 36 rounds in one day, & 2 or 3 times 32 rounds prior to that. This was impossible for me who is kripnah and who had no taste for chanting for so many years. This was only and only your just a glance and its effects is seen. All glories to your Guru Maharaj. Please accept my humble thanks and obeisances at your all merciful lotus feet.
Guru Maharaj, It is my wish to chant 48 rounds Hare Krishna Mahamantra once in a month but this can be achieved only by your causeless mercy, within me, I do not have any qualification or taste, it is only through your causeless mercy, I can do it. If you find it suitable, kindly give us your merciful glance to do it, Guru Maharaj. I wish to admit here that I was wrong in my thinking when last year I said that I want to become your solider in your army as I was thinking I can become by myself, with my power or qualification, But I was wrong, It is your causeless mercy Guru Maharaj then only I can do anything, without that I am completely useless.
This year, the year of pandemic has been changed to year of boons for me and us as we had hosted you in our home, which in normal way would be really really difficult. Now we can see you and hear you directly every evening, this is not less than a boon. Your kindself has changed this difficult times to boon for us, even in not suitable health, you had been giving classes and visits, its incredible Guru Maharaj- "My Incredible Guru Maharaj".
My dear Guru Maharaj, I wants to share with you that I have lost my Nana ji (mothers Father) this year with whom I was very close. When we were very young, and we did not have much resources, he used to send us money order every summer with message that this is for mangoes for children. He was chanting Hare Krishna Mahamantra along with other mantras and he was listening to Bhagvatam Katha Hindi, which I was sending to him. I had desire, that he takes shelter at your lotus feet but I could not discuss this and He left. I do not know where he would have been now. Please bless him Guru Maharaj.
Guru Maharaj, I have desire to be your servant & servant of your servants and to serve your mission to serve Srila Prabhupada & in the preaching of glories of Hari Naam. For this I am silently discussing & updating my 4 good friends in India, they still are not chanting but they have become favorable to it. They have joined the important GDY Yatra programs through Zoom. My cousin brother who came here in Dubai, last year and who had never chanted before, by your causeless mercy is chanting 4 rounds regularly. My father & mother are chanting 3 to 4 rounds but ir-regular. Please bless them Guru Maharaj so that they can have proper chanting. I wish to do more at your lotus feet and I kindly pray to be useful at your lotus feet and pray to please provide me your all merciful glance
Guru Maharaj, we kindly pray to Lord Narsimha for your good health as your daily meetings gives us lot of strength. Your are daily reading Bhagvatam is actually to ignite us to read Srila Prabhupada books. Guru Maharaj I have started reading from Canto 1 daily one shaloka. Thank you Guru Maharaj. Please bless me that it is continued.
Your servant life after life
Dinesh Kumar, Gaurangadesh Yatra Dubai (31st March 2021)
