Hare Krishna Dear Gurumaharaja. Please accept my respectful obeisances unto your lotus feet again and again. All glories to you. All glories to Srila Prabhupada. All glories to Sri Sri Gaura Nitai. All glories to Sri Sri Sri Jagganatha Baladeva Subadhra Sudarshan. All Glories to Sri Sri Radha Madhava.
First of all happy Krishna conscious Appearence Day Srila Gurudeva. You have given me so much in life Gurumaharaj apart from Krishna consciousness from good studies, going to Australia, good husband and so on. I am indebted to you Gurudmaharaj. You are my mother, father, best friend all combined. Happiness or sadness I can share only to you.
I also am thinking on how to fulfill all your personal instructions that you gave me throughout life. Especially the one you gave me when you came to Melbourne 2016 end at the airport before you left Melbourne " You see all these youngsters? They are in Maha Maya. Engage them in singing dancing etc". I am praying to you and Srila Prabhupada and all Lordships daily to show me the way to fulfill this instruction you gave me. I have been going to harinams and western preaching, taking online classes and kirtan for Iskcon Youth Forum, Cumilla on facebook to fulfill so far but I know u want me to do something big which is yet to be revealed to me.
I am so happy to attend your Chaitanya Lila classes, bhagvatan classes and get your blessings through zoom home visits.
I aim to get Brahman Initiation soon. I know I shall become strong by then. Please bless me for that Gurumaharaj. I want to serve temple deities and my home saligrams. I don't want to wait to take Brahman from other Gurus. I want it only from you Gurumaharaj. You are my spiritual father.
Sometimes I lack as a spiritual daughter when other times I feel I'm making you happy. Wherever I lack please guide me. I am still learning stumbling like a new born baby. I want to catch your little pinky finger and come back to God head. I had enough material miseries Gurudeva. Please forgive me for any offenses to you knowingly or unknowingly. If I make mistakes show your anger also on me, but don't leave me alone. I cannot live with you and Krishna. I am a fallen fallen fallen soul. I need your causless mercy. Please help me dear spiritual father. I have a long way to fulfill your instruction. I want to please you, please Srila Prabhupada, all Acaryas, Sri Sri Gaura Nitai, Sri Jagganatha Baladeva Subadra Sudarshan and Sri Sri Radha Madhava. I WANT KRISHNA PREMA.
Koti Koti pranams to you again for making me who I am today.
My dear Husband My Prabhu ( Venkata Nelluri ) also requests your blessings for us to run a smooth and steady Krishna conscious married life with future Krishna conscious vaishnava children, help and support each other to serve you and HH Devamrita Swami Maharaj, Srila Prabhupada and Ultimately Lord Sri Sri Radha Madhava.
Your humble servant and spiritual daughter,
Harita Madhavi Devi dasi
(Melbourne Australia, Diksha disciple)
And
Venkata Nelluri
(Melbourne, Australia, Siksha disciple)