Dear Gurumaharaj ,
All glories to Sri Guru and Gauranga
All glories to Srila Prabhupada
All glories to you divine Grace
kindly accept my humble obeisance to the lotus feet of my Gurumaharaj
I am very insignificant ,I have no caulification to glorify you.you are doing amazing service to fulfill Srila Prabhupada's desires at this conditions of your body.my body also giving me too much suffering ,that time I am always remembering you Gurumaharaj.
in last year Vaasa Pooja you promised us in the top of lotus building ,I am ready to come in Krishna Katha Desh ,you make the arrangements and tell me,I will come,and in the month of June you fulfilled our desires!
june 20 ,you arrived !the same day I was got a bite from a scorpion in the same place,3 months I suffered with too much pain and last option they did surgery in my leg,still also it's paining.dr said that "you are lucky otherwise it cause to your death,the poison is directly affected to the heart."it was not my fortune Gurumaharaj ,it was your causless mercy.i told everybody ,it was happen with my Gurumaharaj's presence,it is for my good only.
now I completed SB 4th canto ! I was surprised ,how I completed 4th canto,I am sure ,this is also your causless mercy Gurumaharaj .we are not qualified at all to touch SB and BG,in our busy schedule I am finding some time to read SB,even though my neck is too much paining after reading SB.i completed Bhakti sastri course ! In Friday too much busy Gurumaharaj ,morning SB class cooking ,after BV cooking ,and taking children's class ,some times BV, all the day very busy, body is not cooperate to do like this Seva but your mercy I am empowered to do all this Seva without any complaint.
Gurumaharaj I feel ,I have to go more and more to make me eligible to get your blessings ,please forgive me for the aparadhas I am doing knowingly and Unknowingly ,please empower me to fully absorb in your sevas and make me humble to all the jivas.
Please empower me Gurumaharaj to fulfill your instructions ,in taking up Bhakti Vriksha's,distributing SP books,devotee care and improving my sadhana,please bless me Gurumaharaj to not do any aparadhas at the feet of all your disciples and senior vaishnavas ,so that I can improve spiritually and support to my husband and kids,who are already following your instructions.i humbly beg you Gurumaharaj to forgive us for our unlimited aparadhas . Iam very fortunate to take shelter of your lotus feet and remain in Lord chaitanya mahaprabhu's Sankirtan movement .
i am praying to our Karuna nitai premanananda Gaura to improve your health ,I am sure Gurumaharaj ,Lord Narasimha Dev and Radhamadhav always protect you.
this year we cannot attend your Vyasa Pooja celebrations ,unfortunately my daughters 12 th std exam falls on the same day,hope this year we will meet in Mayapur during our BV spiritual tour,we are eagerly waiting to see you Gurumaharaj ,with all my prayers at your lotus feet Gurumaharaj for your better health,and I am wishing you a wonderful HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
With sincerely
Your insignificant servant,
Sucaru Jahnava Devi dasi,
Krishna Katha Desh