oṁ ajñāna-timirāndhasya
jñānāñjana-śalākayā
cakṣur unmīlitaṁ yena
tasmai śrī-gurave namaḥ
śrī-caitanya-mano-’bhīṣṭaṁ
sthāpitaṁ yena bhū-tale
svayaṁ rūpaḥ kadā mahyaṁ
dadāti sva-padāntikam
vāñchā-kalpa-tarubhyaś ca
kṛpā-sindhubhya eva ca
patitānāṁ pāvanebhyo
vaiṣṇavebhyo namo namaḥ
Nama Om Vishnu Padaya Krishna Preshtaya Bhutale
Srimati Bhakti Vedanta Swamin it Namine
Namaste Saraswate Deve Gaura Vani Pracharine
Nirvisesha sunyavati paschatya Desa Tarine.
Nama Om Vishnu Padaya Krishna Preshtaya Bhutale
Srimati Jayapataka Swamin it Namine
Namaha Acarya Padaya Nitai krpa Pradayine
Gaura Gadha Dhamadaya Nagara grama Tarine
Beloved GuruManaraj,
Kindly accept prostrated million times obseisances from this is insignificant soul, at your Lotus Feet. A few most fortunate milestones Your Holiness blessed this wretched insignificant soul in this life time are as below.
1. Your Holiness blessed me an opportunity to learn about you before even I came to know of what ISKCON is.
2. Your Holiness blessed me an unique opportunity to pray for the improvement of Your Holiness' health in the year 2018 soon upon my joining ISKCON and blessed me further opportunities to make offerings in Sri Adi Kesava Temple and Sri Anatnta Padmanabha Swami Temple for improvement of Your Holiness' health.
3. Your Holiness greatly blessed me in attracting this wretched soul at the Lotus Feet of Your Holiness by making me so impressed by the piety and devotional purity of senior devotees at Balaramdesh temple.
4. Your Holiness highly blessed me to undergo a complete metamorphism on the aspects of my prevailing ego and pride then and corrected me significantly.
5. Your Holiness, incited in me a thirst to have your physical darshan early in 2019 and made me offer an unique service to a temple Pujari at Balaramdesh Yatra by taking him to Dhams in India ( Vrindavan/Prayagraj/Mayapur/Puri/ Mumbai/Sri Padmanabha Swami Temple/Sri Adi Kesa Temple etc). Your Holiness was away from Mayapur on some treatment in the month of July 2019 and could not avail the chance of darshan during our visit. Nevertheless, Your Holiness incited in me a thirst to pray very seriously, I commenced praying "if ever you are my ordained Guru, get well soon and come to rescue me".
6. Your Holiness finally blessed me the much-awaited darshan of your Lotus Feet on 19th September 2019, during the visit of Your Holiness to Bahrain. On the occasion of public out-reach-program that evening, I was simply enjoying the pleasure of having Your Holiness' darshan and was in cloud nine, as I was accepted to undertake Guru Ashraya at Your Holiness's Lotus Feet the next morning. I had the chance to render some minimal Vapu seva in that visit, which was a great opportunity.
7. Since then, Your Holiness is blessing me abundantly for being of service to our congregation and also serniors of JSSS at various centres.
8. Your Holiness granted the opportunity of lifetime by blessing Harinam Diskha to me and my Dharam Patni HG Subhamayi Harini Devi Dasi during the online Diksha ceremony held on 25th September 2020, just a year after our Guru Ashraya. Your holiness blessed me your Lotus Feet as experienced during my dream on 14th September 2020, which I would like to confide to Your Holiness.
9. I am in no way eligible to any of the above, beloved GuruMaharaj. But Your Holiness has been making me experience newer things day by day. Your Holiness make me recite your pranam Mantra at every rounds of my daily chanting, that fuels my chanting process.
10. Everytime, I see the JPS app, the messages in there are so loving and caring for this fallen soul. Your simple and humble messages, at time, makes me feel Your Holiness as my loving child. At that time, I do no know what my mood is; it takes a while to come out and realise that this message is from my GuruMaharaj. I do not even get such detailed updates from my children of their activities; but I get from my merciful GuruMaharaj every now and then, making even this wretched insignificant soul more near and dear to Sri Gauranga MahaPrabhu's associate.
I can not say in words the invaluable asset of happiness and many other indescribable experiences Your Holiness is blessing me with. At times, I feel throwing everything and coming to serve Your Holiness there, at Dham. At the next moment, I come back to material senses again, feeling that what I do also is seva as prescribed, pacifying myself. Still in confusion and dilemma as to whether to stay put and continue serving or rush to Dham; then again, what qualification do I have to serve even as a cleaner in Dham. I am no way qualified to visit the Dham even. Who else in this universe could have blessed me this unique unlimited happiness of serving Guru and Gauranga. This wretched insignificant soul is fully indebted to you, dear beloved GuruMaharaj. A I key in this, my mind is travelling through the lines in Saranagati of Srila Bhakti Vinoda Thakura
Ami to kangala, Krishna Krishna boli dhai tava pache pache
On the 72nd Appearance Day, may I beg your mercy in accepting at your Lotus Feet my a bouquet of Hearty Wishes, coming out of the depth of my heart that your Holiness has penetrated, for Good Health and Happiness. All glories to your auspicious appearance day.