Hare Krishna dearest Gurumaharaj,
Please accept my humble obeisances to your lotus feet. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
On this most auspicious of your Vyaspuja, I wish to express to you a heartfelt apology that I have not been able to serve you upto anyone's expectations, including my own. I see you investing every moment of your life in Krishna's service and it fills my heart with so much inspiration that you continue to serve against all odds. I see you giving everything that there is in Lord's service, and I feel so much fortunate to be somehow connected to you, at least in the letter if not fully in spirit. Srila Prabhupada declared that you are an associate of Lord Chaitanya and i wonder how can someone like me be so fortunate to be anyhow connected to you. I can only attribute my good fortune to your selfless nature wherein you want to be available for even the most undeserving like myself. I do not know when i would be able to have the fortune to feel that I am able to follow your footsteps and serve Srila Prabhupada with heart and soul. But I do promise you that I will continue to do my level best to serve Srila Prabhupada as one of your servants in this life time. I seek your causeless mercy every moment of my existence and beg you to give me enough faith and surrender to your lotus feet. I further beg you to help me remember Krishna always, serve the servants of servants of servants of Lord's lotus feet and be engaged in sharing ahead the divine words of Srila Prabhupada always. With your prayers, this impossible wish may come true. Your mere presence in my life has changed my fate for good and may my only desire remains to serve Srila Prabhupada in everyway and, if Lord Chaitanya desires, he may engage me in pleasing you directly somehow in this lifetime.
Your servant as always,
Param Karuna Madhava Das