Dear Guru Maharaj,
On this most auspicious day of your appearance, I offer my humble obeisances at your Lotus feet.I came Mayapur first time just to meet you, havig no attraction to RadhaMadhav or Panchtatava, just wanted to meet you, coming Mayapur I realise that Mayapur is your heart and you are heart of Mayapur. Even you were not in nawadwip Parikrama this time but your heart was in Mayapur. Despite of your bad health, You were giving classes in all Parikrama parties at many places daily from hospital over phone. Simultaneously, you were so concerned about the welfare & facilities for devotees doing Parikrama. Nobody Can feel so much concerned as u feel for Iskcon Mayapur. Nobody could have done the things you done for developing Mayapur, which shows your surrender to Srila prabhupada's instructions. Srila Prabhupada’s instructions are your life and soul. Serving him is your only goal. My Father, You are not living for yourself, You are just living to deliver us. My Father, I missed you alot in mayapur & in navadvip parikrama this time, as for me, wherever you are, its mayapur.
I feel sometimes, How can be someone so compassionate? But you are not ordinary, you are the associate of Lord Nityananda. Whatever the condition be, nothing can stop you & your preaching mission. Being so merciful you want to distribute love of Godhead in every nook and corner of world despite of your health conditions. This amazes me how you connect everything to Krishna and explain in the way that other person can understand easily.
Who has given this most fallen soul shelter, if you were not there? You have picked up me when I was at the most difficult phase of my life. Thank you for saving me always from this suffering world. Who else could given this most fallen soul, the love and attraction for gauranga. Loving you gives me little love for Ganuranga. You, being specially empowered by Lord Chaitnya distributing his love & mercy every village & every town by giving shelter to so many fallen souls. Inspite of bodily pain & suffering, you are still accepting so many disciples just to deliver them , How can anyone be so merciful like you..! Who is ready to take all pains for taking his disciples back.
O my father,
You are my inspiration. You are an example of the philosophy, we say daily, we are not this body, we are spirit soul. I am indebted to you for ample of things.You initiated me & accepted me as your spritual daughter, which changed my life and added a purpose to my life. Giving such a beautiful name "Sadguru Sevananini" so i can always remember you through my name.As Krishna presents everywhere, I can also feel your presence everywhere by your shelter and protection. I realized few months back, that there is no difference between you and your lamination. Whatever I desire as a daughter in front of your lamination, you reciprocates as a loving father of mine. I feel so fortunate to have you as my spiritual father and extremely blessed by being just your disciple. Guru Maharaj, I am ignorant of the troubles you are facing just because to deliver this fallen soul ( as a father undergoes to protect and maintain as child ) and take back to godhead. Please forgive me for all my offenses knowingly, I am so fallen that nobody would have ever accepted me if you were not there.You are the ocean of Mercy. I beg for your Mercy so I may always able to imbibe the mood of being servant of servant of servant of all Vaishnavas, can follow your instructions and my initiation vows throughout my life.
I pray to Lord Narasimha Dev daily for your good health as I just can't live without you and your service. O Gurudev. Please always engage me under your Lotus feet.Need your special blessings always for my family and for my sister's & mine marriage. We Love you alot my dear father.
Yours beloved Daughter,
Sadguru Sevanandini Devi Dasi