Dear Father
Please accept my humble obeisances at Your divine Lotus feet. All glories to Srila Prabhupad. All glories to You, dear father.
This time I came to our home, Sridham mayapur for Gaur Purnima to get the greatest fortune of being connected to you through initiation. Again due to Your unconditional, selfless love to us all, You have kindly accepted me. I am ever indebted to You, Gurudev, for having accepted me. We were worried every moment till the moment of receiving beads from Your Lotus hands, I had anxiety, whether it will happen. Though your physicul health was fluctuating so much (which no one knew except the close servants and other main devotees), you changed all the plans and made it happen, our connection to Your lotus feet. Finally we got to cling onto Your lotus feet to cross this turbulent ocean.
I cannot say anything but tell that I am indeed one of the most fortunate souls in the entire creation to get connected to You. I should cherish this fortune evry moment of my life. Many more devotees, my dear close friends also are yearning for this fortune to happen. Hence all over the orld everyone is ernestly praying for Your good physical health, Gurudev.
I pray to Nityananda Prabhu that I may be one of the most sincere disciples of Yours forever, engaging at every moment in Your service. Please accept me as Your instrument in whichever menial service you like, Gurudev.
The preaching at NIT calicut is still going on by Your mercy alone, by new generation devotees. Please shower one more drop Gurudev that it goes on there for many many more years to come under Your guidance through me or any other fortunate devotee.
My age is becoming very ripe for entering into Grihastha ashram. For a soul in female body, it is a rule, no Gurudev... By a drop of Your mercy I hope this soul may get opportunity to serve a sincere servant of servant of .... Yours in the role of wife. I pray to Lord Nityananda to protect us from becoming Grhamedhis ( preys of sense gratification) so that every moment we dedicate to serve Your lotus feet.
By Your mercy South Vrinadavn Project is running smoothly with 2 brahmacharis and rest around 25 resident grihasthas and supervision from Balramdesh. The deities are looking very very beautiful day after day. The project is running smoothly only by the flow of Your mercy as our efforts are all faulty and we are working for this project due to unlimited mercy from You, father. I wish remembering this mercy of Yours I may dedicate to serve this project better. I am fortunate to be blessed with association of a senior godbrother (my material father0 and senior godsister (material mother) who are themselves your wonderful instruments who always meditate on serving South Vrindavan with heart and soul.
Now when we get a moment break, I call out to GAURANGA, GAURANGA, GAURANGA, GAURA, GAURA, GAURA GAURA , GAURA NITAI NITAI NITAI NITAI NITAI NITAI............NRSIMAHADEV NRSIMAHADEV NRSIMHADEV, HARE KRISHNA MAHAMANTRA, to protect my father, give Him good health, every organ, every part of His body should work perfectly well. He should live long, much longer than what has been destined right now. I pray to Srila Prabhupad, to have mercy on us, we need our father on this planet, please. We have lot of demigod temples also around. To all of them I ernestly pray for Your health and long life.
My heart, heartbeat, life and breath is for You, dear father. We love You, father. NRSIMHADEV KI JAY!!!! NRSIMHADEV KI JAY!!!! NRSIMHADEV KI JAY!!!! The VICTORY FLAG OF PRABHUPAD WILL BE SUCCESSFUL AGAIN...........
A fortunate servant of servant of servant of ....servant of Yours
Srimati Lalita Devi Dasi (Srilalite)
