My dear Spiritual Father,
Please accept my humble obeisances on your merciful lotus feet
All glorious to Srila Prabhupada!
My respected Gurudev, Today is the most important day for me. Because on this remarkable day one Pure Soul took birth in this material world for protecting uncountable fallen soul like me.
My beloved Gurudev, on your 64th appearance day of 2013, I got a rare opportunity to take shelter on your merciful lotus feet for your causeless mercy. I'm trying to be your competent son, but sometimes I failed for a while.
My dearest Spiritual Father, My life is full of material desire. I am on the verge of destruction as I continue to try to fulfill the dreams of my parents and relatives. My infatuation to Establishment decreasing my love for Gouranga, Please save me from Maya Gurudev.
My beloved Gurudev, I made a Serious offense to you, and I extremely repent for it now. I want to share with you that incident though you know everything, it was 2017, you were came Sylhet, Iskcon Jugaltila Temple. That time I took preparation for first Initiation and fortunately I was selected by senior devotees. But In the same day of my first Initiation I had have a Viva voce interview in a high position of government service, I was in dilemma between My first Initiation and my dream Govt job. I'm the only son of my parents,they are depend on me, for this foolish thought I decided to attend the interview. Now I understand it was a test of my dedication. But that time I failed in your test , I choose government job interview instead of your causeless invaluable mercy. I proved myself as a great fool, who choose shining glass instead of real diamond. I extremely repent for this. I lost your mercy and obviously I didn't get the job, still I am a unemployment person. I don't know will you forgive me or not, but All I want a second chance to dedicate myself unto your merciful lotus feet. I can't explain how much I am hopeless and helpless. I eagerly waiting for your affectionate mercy. I understand my offence and I extremely repent for it. Please forgive me and give me a second chance. Please Gurudev! I understand that I cannot be successful in my professional career without your forgiveness and causeless mercy. I need your merciful concern. Please keep an eye on me, and please keep blessings on me!
Your incompetent son
Prasanjit das