nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatākā-svāmin iti nāmine
namo ācāryapādāya nitāi-kṛpa-pradāyine
gaura-kathā dhāmadhāya nagara-grāma tāriṇe
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate bhaktivedānta-svāmin iti nāmine
namas te sārasvate deve gaura-vāṇī-pracāriṇe
nirviśeṣa-śūnyavādi-pāścātya-deśa-tāriṇe
mukhaṁ karoti vācālaṁ panguṁ laṅghayate girim
yat kṛpā tam ahaṁ vande śrī-guruṁ dīna-tāraṇam
parmananda madhavam sri caitanya isvaram
My Dearmost Spiritual father Srila Gurudeva !
Please accept my most respectful obeisances !
All glories unto you ! All glories unto Srila Prabhupad!
I was hearing from you today that Guru first gives mercy and it’s the disciples turn later on to reciprocate to the Guru by following the instructions properly and to lead a life that would be pleasing to the Spiritual master and previous acaryas. You have always led us by example when it comes to reciprocating to Srila Prabhupad. The Glorious “Victory Flag” of the “Senapati Bhakta” Although you have rightly absorbed and penetrated the mercy to me I am struggling to follow you and lead a life that would bring glory to you. Please help this rascal daughter of yours to have firm faith in you and follow the instructions given by my seniors H.G.Caitanya Avatari Prabhu and H.G.Rasamayi mataji and H.G. Vaisanavananda Nitai Prabhu. This Vyasa puja I beg you to award me unalloyed love to your lotus feet so that I understand and appreciate the pain you are going through for our sake and I can act in a way that may please you.
For me approaching Krsna and Radha is very far distant as I am unable to comprehend anything about them. I feel comfortable in praying to you. As you are the most confidential servitor of the Lord. Most merciful “ Ashraya vigraha” of the Lord. You have always lived for others. For the same sake, I pray to you to please stay with us Healthy for long and please don’t let sufferings come near you. I feel it is your discretion and that you have volunteered to take up sufferings. Also, you want us to realize the extent of your sacrifice.
Thank you for allowing me to be your daughter. By your mercy I hope to develop the sense of gratitude for whatever mercy I have received and spread the mercy to others and please you by actively preaching to as many people as possible.
Your insignificant daughter,
Susevini Gurugauranga Devi Dasi,
Minneapolis.
