Hare Krshna, dearest Guru Maharaj.
Please accept my humble obeisances unto your lotus feet. All glories to Srila Prabhupad.
All glories to your auspicious Appearance day.
Guru Maharaj, thank you for all your services to your Spiritual Master and helping us, your disciples.
Guru Maharaj, I first met you in the UK, in November, 2019. Do you remember? I was not understanding anything from your lecture but inside I was praying, please, I want to understand. Amala Mataji introduced me to you. She said PhD student from Kazakhstan. And you remembered it. I was amazed. Such a sharp memory. Guru Maharaj, later we were going home and I forgot my coat, so I came back, and one of your servants asked if I want to come and see you. He said Guru Maharaj wants to see you. I was amazed because we were told no one should disturb you because you should rest. So I came inside and paid my obeisances. I still remember your lotus feet in orange socks and orange rubber shoes. That moments are very special for me. I asked how can I serve you and you said Be happy in Krshna consciousness and share it with others. So I am sharing. I am sharing with my former students whom I taught in Kazakhstan, with my family, relatives, colleagues, friends, neighbors. Practically with everyone. If I travel somewhere I always try to have some books with me. In train, in airplane. It is very important. Because people are looking for Krsna. HG Vishal Gauranga prabhu instructed us that sharing prasadam is good. So I cook and share with my supervisors at University, colleagues, friends, flatmates, etc. They are happy. I also help Amala mataji to cultivate new girls in our group. Girls are naturally need shelter so Mataji wanted to help them.
Guru Maharaj, I am eternally thankful to you for opening my eyes and removing me from darkness. Thank you for giving me your shelter. Thank you so much for showing how to love unconditionally. I was always searching for such kind of love. Pure love. Guru Maharaj, I was praying for 3 or 4 years asking God to guide me in a right direction. So I met devotees and YOu appeared. ANd that time I knew you were my Guru. Because I was asking for you.
Thank you for showing us your amazing example of how to live fully, very active. even without strong health you are doing it. YOu are example of that We are not These bodies. Guru Maharaj, I want to take diksa from you. I am chanting 16 or more rounds daily. 16 is minimum. Guru Maharaj, wish you strong health and good disciples to help you serve Srila Prabhupad.
Guru Maharaj, please continue guiding me and please bless me to serve you better. I will soon finish my PhD and this is also my service to you. You told me to finish it and nicely preach later. Even if it is tapasya sometimes but it is for you and Krshna. So it becomes easy and interesting.
You are my eternal well-wisher and eternal Guru. Guru Maharaj, I am so so so fortunate to meet you. I was searching for you for may lifetimes wondering around from birth to death. And I am so happy now that I found my eternal teacher, my shelter, my Spiritual Master. And this relationships are eternal because it is not material but on a spiritual platform. And I am eternally thankful to my mentors in Reading as Pratapmaya Nitai prabhu, Amala mataji, Vishal prabhu. Only by their mercy I met you. All my obeisances to your disciples who are our ever well-wishers,
Thank you for your biggest and most kind heart that I ever met. You are so dear to my heart.
your eternal servant and spiritual Daughter,
bhaktin Saule,
Reading, the UK. 2021.