My dear Guru Maharaj please accept my humble obesiances at your divine Lotus feet. All all glories to Jagadguru Srila Prabhupad . All glorious to your holiness.
Today is the very auspicious day of your divine appearance. In the the life of a disciple what can be more sweeter day then the appearance day of his beloved spiritual master who is the life and soul of the disciple? Today is the day when a disciple opens his heart with a great feeling sings the glory of the Spiritual master in a loud voice, as Srila Narottam Das Thakur confirmed it (eve jasa ghusuk tribhuvana). But a fool like me neither has any word nor possesses any feeling in the heart. I am just like the small child who is always busy with her own self don't even try to realize about what kind of troubles her father is going through to maintain and protect him. I'm always absorbed in the struggle of sustaining my own spiritual life. Although I know this clearly that whatever spiritual life I am talking about has no existance without you. Just like father never rejects the daughter rather whatever demand the daughter makes he happily grants it. Similarly today in this very auspicious day I have come to you with some humble selfish demands.
Dear Gurumaharaj, I pray to you please help me to be fixed in my spiritual vows specially as a Grihastha. Please shower your mercy upon me so that l may never think of leaving association, what to speak about bhakti. I don't know when it will be possible to get out of this ocean of samsara but l just pray that please help me to get out of this ocean of anarthas. You know well what a big rascal I am, my mind is filled with stacks of material desire. I request you please take the charge of my mind and never allow these desires to be fructified and replace them with spiritual desires.
My dear Gurumaharaj, please help me to take your orders as my life and substance. Please bless me and help me to serve your instructions whole heratedly with body, mind and speech.
Your insignificant servant
Sudevi Vrinda Devi Dasi