gurudev!
kṛpā-bindu diyā, koro' ei dāse,
tṛṇāpekhā ati hīna
The lyrics which comes to my mind whenever I think of writing annything to you gurudev. I am leaving a beautiful spiritiual life now just because of you gurudev.
On this auspicious occasssion of your vyasa puja would like to wish you Happy Birthday like a daughter wishes you. Thinking as a small kid kindly accept my pranam o your lotus feet. I have everything what you have wish to but like been a daughter who always ask some or other wish from a her father on his birthaday eve i have something some wish to ask you.which i wll ask you at the end of my offering letter.
As above lnes you have brought sparlig light ito my life whe ever i am confused or not having decision power you are the one who show the right path which make me more strong.You are the person who make me wake up and bring the life as per sastras and grow my material life{grastha life} and spirtual life..Though I am not eligible you have accepted me as your daughter and given me rights to offer his offering on your lotus feet.
Recently , I lost my job. I dont know whether its good or bad. But i know you always encourage your daughters to work and balance the life. My father-in-law is in ICU now we are praying for his well beng and fast recovery. But I am still upset that i donnt have a job. Gurudev ndly bless to get a job where i want to work, my dream company. Thats not my wish to you but a small prayer.
At last would lie to write some line for you i hindi which we call shayari or poem:
zindagi ko jeena aapse sikha hai,
muskhilo mei khade reha apke chaal ne bataya hai,
online classes humare liye ban gayi hai humhari saasein
jisko dehke humko preaching karne ka jujoon aaya hai.
Kindly forgive if i offend you in ayway. I know i am very much intrested in preachinng but now i am not doing anything for that. Need your blessing for that gurudev.Yes, now would like to end my offerinng with a small wish kindly bless for a child, so that he can serve you better than me.
Your Fallen Daughter,
Jyotirmayi Koushalya Devi Dasi