I am not qualified even to pray to you to accept my humble obeisance.
But thanks to prabhupad , thanks a lot to krishna, for this life that I got the wonderful opportunity to see you Gurumaharaj!, offer flowers to your lotus feet! If prabhupad mercifully not given this opportunity to associate with ISKCON , I would have walked off this life without your merciful glance, without even heard of gauranga mahaprabhu. This life became meaningful with the touch on your lotus feet for a moment. When all those who were with me became your spiritual children, I am still begging to you for that mercy to accept me as your spiritual child. Please forgive me to be so selfish and possessive that I pray to krishna, don’t call Gurumaharaj back, I am begging to you for the day to be his spiritual daughter. When Prabhupad said as answer to a question that “DESIRE” is what we need to advance in krishna consciousness, I was only aware of the word meaning of ‘desire’, but when I listen to your wonderful pastimes and how you fulfills the instructions of Prabhupad,I clearly understand the DESIRE in you to serve your spiritual master. How much ever maya tried to come in your way, maya was not dare to touch your krishna consciousness, even today when I listen to your online classes, I could feel the sweet vibration of the strong krishna consciousness in you. You are living example who proved the words of Prabhupada that Maya can’t touch the krishna consciousness of a pure devotee.
By taking darshan of you every day, my krishna consciousness is growing. I don’t know how many life time it will take to get you as my spiritual master, I may not be knowing it please you take care of my soul and accept me at some time at some part of universe. Dedicating not just this birth but all births at your lotus feet. Please forgive my mistakes as this is my first homage, I even don’t know how to express my homage in my heart.