Dear Gurudeva I am so inspired by your determination that even though you are going through so many health challenged such as COVID-19 and one thing after another you have not stopped performing your daily activities and services to Srila Prabhupada.
I am not able to comprehend that even though I have no health challenges, by your mercy I am not able to serve you properly and be determined in doing my daily services.
You are like a river of mercy and are always ready to purify a seeker. But I am not taking that mercy seriously and trying to advance in my spiritual life.
Before coming into krishna consciousness I was in ignorance and I did not have any knowledge of importance. Only after connecting to devotees and the teachings of Srila prabhupada and your mercy have I gained anything of importance.
I have many anarthas and primarily I have identified that my false ego is hampering me to serve you and the devotees nicely. I pray for your mercy to overcome this anartha and seek your blessings so I can always be along with the devotees of New Rajapur Jagannatah Dham under the guidance of HG Caitanya Avatari Prabhu and HG Rasamayi mathaji happily engaging in your service and Srila Prabhupada’s service.
Your useless son,
Omkrishna Dasa