My beloved Guru Mahārāja,
Hare Kṛṣṇa! At first accept my humble greetings at your lotus feet. This day is much honorable to me. But I don’t know how to glorify you. I have no quality to glorify you. But if you give me your unconditional mercy then I will be able to write something.
Guru Mahārāja, I did not see you Till today physically. But I was feel that you are always with me inform of your blessing. I very fallen soul.
Gurudeva, what I will say? O Guru Mahārāja, from my previous long life, I was detached from you. Just one looking you can purify the heart of the greatest sinner and the most inferior person. And It’s example is I. Because I am the greatest sinner and the most inferior person. You know my condition much better than me. Always I absorbed in self enjoyment, never think about Kṛṣṇa, ever want to do any devotional service and my mind is always filled with naughty things. But in spite of my many bad things, you gave me shelter.
I heard that Gaurāṅga is more merciful than Kṛṣṇa. But you are more merciful than Gaurāṅga for your unconditional mercy to each and every fallen soul.
Guru Mahārāja I am spiritually unwell. Don’t know anything. Please Guru Mahārāja forgive me for my guiltiness and give kṛpā.
Most inferior person of this whole universe.
Ramgopal Singh (sheltered disciple)
Kṛṣṇa-kathā deśa