Hare Kṛṣṇa Gurudeva!!
Please accept my respectful obeisances unto your lotus feet.
All Glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda!!
All Glories to your 73rd Śrī Vyāsa-pūjā Mahotsava!!
Gurudeva, Kindly Forgive me for all my Offenses and kindly Cleanse my heart which is contaminated with so many sinful tendencies, anarthas from many lives. Every day I realize how much fallen I am. Only because of your causeless mercy and with your blessings I am blessed with devotional service from the very initial stage, even though I am not having any qualification to serve Gurudeva.
Guru Mahārāja last year when we came for Māyāpur yātrā in Dāmodara month, I am very blessed to have your near darśana personally. Taking your darśana from a far place is the most blessed thing but on that day you looked into this most fallen soul eyes for a few seconds, from that day I am realizing my anarthas instead of finding faults in other Vaiṣṇavas.
Guru Mahārāja I have a desire to serve you both vapu and vāṇī. I understood that without purification it is impossible for me to serve you personally and also to hear your lectures Kindly give your blessings Gurudeva to understand Guru, Gaurāṅga and to attentively concentrate on your lectures with total dedication.
Guru Mahārāja, I see you in Peak of compassion, tolerance, enthusiasm, selflessness and many more. When you are staying in hospital... in that condition also your enthusiasm to preach, selflessness to serve others for getting them into Kṛṣṇa consciousness, tolerance to your health issues, your compassion for other souls to give Kṛṣṇa Prema... used to make me feel, what I am thinking as hurdles in my life to do devotion is nothing and those hurdles becoming very tiny and giving me more and more energy to serve, to do bhakti and to move ahead in the path of bhakti Gurudeva. Guru Mahārāja at the time, when you are being in hospital wrote a letter regarding initiations., last year, unfortunately, missed taking initiation due to some personal problem. so, I am awaiting this year to hold your hand more tightly with the bond of initiation. Kindly bestow your blessings to this most fallen soul my dear Gurudeva...!!
On this most sacred occasion of your 73rd appearance anniversary in this world, I would like to fall in the dust of your divine lotus feet and begging at your lotus feet for your blessings to always dwell in the service to Lordships, to follow your footsteps, instructions, to become like a tiny instrument in the mission of Śrīla Prabhupāda and to serve you Gurudeva.
Thank you, Gurudeva...!!!
Your Spiritual Daughter and Servant,
Sujitha (sheltered disciple)
Vijayawada, India
