My dear Gurudeva,
Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet
All glories to you, Śrīla Prabhupāda and Gaurāṅga
As I go back in time, I remember how I used to struggle to get some feelings for Lord Caitanya Mahāprabhu and Lord Nityānanda. I could connect to Śrīla Prabhupāda instantly, but not to Lord Caitanya. But being your disciple, it is impossible not to get Gaurāṅga consciousness. By your mercy, slowly I was able to understand how without Gaura Nitai, my understanding of devotion could never be perfect. Your most exalted love for Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, transfers to your disciples. By you, we understand that we are not just Vaiṣṇavas, but Gauḍīya Vaiṣṇavas. And that without the mercy of Gaura Nitāi, we can never get the perfect service attitude for Kṛṣṇa, the correct mood to serve him.
Thank you Dear Gurudeva for saving us from this deep dark ocean of material existence.
Please bless me that I can serve Śrīla Prabhupāda's mission and that I can always be conscious of Śrīla Prabhupāda.
Your struggling daughter,
Ratiprada Rādhikā Devī Dāsī
Noida.