My Dearest Guru Mahārāja,
Hare Kṛṣṇa. My humble Daṇḍavat Praṇāma to you Guru Mahārāja
Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda. All Glories to Śrī Guru and Gaurāṅga.
Guru Mahārāja, you are ocean of mercy- Karuna Sagar and to get your mercy in our life, we need your mercy, mercy of your divine attention to us, your divine thinking of us and that mercy only can help us out from the bondage of this world, bondage of this very life.
vaishnava ṭhākura, doyara sagara,e dase koruna kori’
diya pada-chaya, sodho he amaya, tomara carana dhori
Please bestow your kind mercy to me (and my family, friends) Guru Mahārāja. Please bless us with divine shade of your lotus feet,
Guru Mahārāja, you are life and soul of your disciples and mine too. In past one year there has been 2 times that you were not in good health and you were hospitalized. Those were very hard days for us. But you have always shown that nothing has happened to you. Yor are showing us that how to be strong always. You continued your classes even not in good health. You are my life and soul. We pray at Lotus feet of Śrī Prahlāda Narasiṁha Bhagavān for your best of health always- Jay Narasiṁha Śrī Narasiṁha Jay Jay Narasiṁha.
Guru Mahārāja, I kindly want to share a miracle with you, which has happened in past one year by the wonderful divine effect of your divine attention and your all-merciful lotus feet. In last Vyas pūjā, I had mentioned that I am trying to preach to few of my college friends with whom I am still in touch after my college days. One of my friend -Abhay Patny, I sincerely wanted him to follow Kṛṣṇa consciousness. In that process, I had tried to send him in Gurugram, Haryana, the copy of Bhagvad-gītā As It Is, in last year (2021) but my friend did not receive it and in fact returned the courier. It was a great shock for me.
But miracle happened, your divine attention to my friends through Vyas pūjā offering has changed the whole scenario.
Today my friend Abhay Patny (Gurugram) is chanting 2 rounds of Hare Kṛṣṇa Mahāmantra daily, He is attending the Gurugram temple Sunday Program, He had attended the Bhagavad-gītā learning course program organized by Gurugram Temple. He has changed his what’s up to from Brahma Kamari’s logo to His Lordships Śrī Jagannātha Baldeva Subhadrā Mahārāṇī (Gurugram Temple deities). Jay Jagannath. On 14th Feb-Valentine Day 2022, He brought, all merciful Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam canto 1, from temple and offered red rose to Śrīmad-Bhagvatam as his best valentine. He is reading Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam. Hari Bol Hari Bol Hari Bol.
This is in fact a big shock for me again - But a pleasant shock. I never even dreamed that this could happen. This is big change in him, and this has come only and only by divine mercy of your lotus feet Guru Mahārāja. Jaya Jaya Guru Mahārāja. Wherever you are, victory is guaranteed. This is by your divine attention only that this has happened. You are like Superman Guru Mahārāja, who can do even the undoable tasks. All glories to you Guru Mahārāja. Please accept my humble obeisances at very divine lotus feet Guru Mahārāja.
Guru Mahārāja, I want to share another great news which has happened in last one year, my mother (Śrīmatī Puṣpa Upadhyay) is regularly chanting 4 rounds daily. Her health has not been good for past many years due to diabetes. I was requesting her before also to chant but she would sometimes do and sometimes not but now she is regularly chanting hare Kṛṣṇa and this is because you have come in my life and actually in our life. My father (Śrī Inderjeet Upadhyay) has started chanting 4 rounds from 25th Dec 2021 onwards daily. This is only by kind mercy of your lotus feet Guru Mahārāja. Infact I am regeulary chanting from the time you have come in my life, prior to that I am alwasy like Indian electric bulb in village which some time on and always off. This “bala” of chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa and fixing on it regularly has come only from your lotus feet Guru Mahārāja.Your glories are sperading all over the world, Guru Mahārāja.
ekaki amara, nahi paya bala, hari-nama-sankirtane
tumi kripa kori’, sraddha-bindu diya, deho’ Kṛṣṇa-nama-dhane
It is only by your mercy Guru Mahārāja, that my parents are chanting now regularaly. This all has happened once you have accepted me (and my wife Priti Dwivedi) as your aspiring disciple in 2019 and Shelter disciple in 2020. We are eagerly waiting to be initiated by you Guru Mahārāja.
kṛṣṇa se tomara, kṛṣṇa dite paro, tomara sakati ache
ami to’ kangala, ‘kṛṣṇa’ ‘kṛṣṇa’ boli’, dhai tava pache pache
Guru Mahārāja, you can only give Kṛṣṇa to me and to my parents and my friends. I and we do not have any qualification to have Kṛṣṇa in our life, it is only by your kind mercy that we can have it, else we are doomed in this world. Please bless us with Kṛṣṇa in our life-always -86400 seconds a day and all days of our life. I (and also my family) still have attachments to money, good house, good job, good fame among family and friends, desire of gratification of senses though in Kṛṣṇa conscious way etc. Please extend your divine merciful hand of help to pick us out from this Sagar, Your cause less mercy can only help us out from here Guru Mahārāja.
I kindly wish to put a humble request to you to please accept daṇḍvat praṇāmas and humble obesinaces of my Parents at your lotus feet and please accept my parents as your disciples, I had discussions with them, and they are eager and waiting for mercy of your lotus feet. Please bestow your kind mercy to them Guru Mahārāja.
I kindly request at your lotus feet to accept me as your nitya das, your nitya solider in your army in service to Śrīla Prabhupāda and Gaurāṅga and please use me the way you want- Guru Mahārāja. I wish to surrender to you completely.
Guru Mahārāja, when I listen from my senior Prabhu ji and Mata ji that in earlier days in Dubai, Sharjah, when you used to come, you would hug the devotees all of sudden and they relish such memories with you. I want to kindly mention you that I have desire to be hugged by you Guru Mahārāja- your divine hugging- please grant me this wish Guru Mahārāja.
I am thankful to you Guru Mahārāja for providing me association of such wonderful devotees here in Gaurāṅga deśa - my senior Prabhujī and Mātājī’s who are like desire fulfilling trees and helping me always by their wonderful association and guidance.
Guru Mahārāja, please forgive me for my offences at your lotus feet and please forgive me for mistakes I have done in my offering to you.
Please accept my humble obeisances.
Your Nitya das, your humble servant,
Dinesh Kumar (aspiring disciple)
Gaurāṅga deśa
