Hari Kṛṣṇa Śrīla Gurudeva!
Please accept my respectful obeisances unto the dust of your Lotus feet. All glories to your divine appearance day dear spiritual father!!
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatāka svāmin iti nāmine
nama ācaryapādāya nitāi-kṛpā-pradāyine
gaura-kathā-dhāma-dāya nagara-grāma-tāriṇe
Guru Mahārāja, A person like me who is so much conditioned and always suffering from the pangs of three modes of material nature, can never understand and estimate your glories. Gurudeva, you are the divine form of compassion. You are distributing the mercy of Lord Nityānanda so compassionately to all the living entities without seeing their qualities and disqualities. Your mercy is unlimited and you are giving it to all the people. Nothing can stop you from spreading the message of Lord Caitanya. Whatever your health condition is you’ll never miss the chance of preaching, because you are so much merciful that you want to take all the conditioned souls like me to go back to godhead.
Last year on the very auspicious day of Devaśayanī Ekādaśī you accepted this most fallen child as your sheltered disciple. Guru Mahārāja I know I am so much unfit for this, but you compassionately accepted me, ignoring all my bad qualities. Thank you thank you so much dear Guru Mahārāja!!
You love us so much that you take all of our sins and offences. Guru Mahārāja I also want to love you, serve you.
Gurudeva currently I am serving as a Bhakti-vṛkṣa leader in ISKCON Girl’s Forum, Rohini, Delhi. I have also completed my IDC few days back. Gurudeva due to many internal and external problems I am not able to serve you properly. The quality of my chanting is also very bad. I’m not able to perfectly manage my spiritual and material duties. Gurudeva I need your Mercy.
On this very auspicious day of your appearance please please please bless me Gurudeva that I can become qualified to take initiation from you and can become a good servant of yours. Guru Mahārāja I will not be able to repay the debt of your Mercy even life after life. So please please please always engage me in your mission to serve in Śrīla Prabhupāda’s mission. Gurudeva I am promising you that I will never compromise with my daily 16 rounds and 4 regulative principles till the death. I will always be engage in preaching mission. Gurudeva, I need your association please always keep me with your divine association either vapuḥ or through vāṇī. Guru Mahārāja my heart is so dark, filled with all the sins, lusty desires and anger. Gurudeva please bless me so that I can get attachment to the dust of your Lotus feet in my heart. I can always remember you and can never forget about you for any moment.
Please forgive this most fallen daughter for all of the offences and sins.
Thank you so much Gurudeva for everything.
Your insignificant sheltered daughter
Karishma Tomar (sheltered disciple)
Rohini, New Delhi
