nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatāka svāmin iti nāmine
nama ācaryapādāya nitāi-kṛpā-pradāyine
gaura-kathā-dhāma-dāya nagara-grāma-tāriṇe
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate bhaktivedānta-svāminn iti nāmine
namas te sārasvate deve gaura-vāṇī-pracāriṇe
nirviśeṣa-śūnyavādi-pāścātya-deśa-tāriṇe
My Dearest Spiritual Father, please accept my Koti Koti Praṇāma at your Divine Lotus Feet of Mercy.
When I examine, I find no good qualities within me, I find myself most degraded than a worm in the stool. Although, I deserve no Mercy, still you have made me your spiritual daughter. Gurudeva! I am made of only your love and mercy…. I always want to be a recipient of your ‘kripa kataksha’ as your darling daughter. Kindly deliver me from all my anarthas and keep me at the shelter of your lotus feet always. Empower me to execute the mission of your heart’s desire. My only ask is that my lips never stop the glories of your mercy, my mind never things of anything except you, my actions culminate into your service. Engage me at your lotus feet service eternally with my mind, words, and actions. Make me dive deep into the transcendental ocean of Gaurāṅga’s devotional service to attain perfection of my life in this lifetime. Bless me to develop taste for chanting and hearing the Harināma!
Oh dear father, I beg forgiveness at your lotus feet for all my offenses and protect me from falling the prey of /for offenses.
“Most fallen is Most eligible for the mercy” – Like an insignificant bumblebee takes shelter of the lotus flower; I, Śrī Rupa taking shelter of your lotus feet Gurudeva!
Your dearly loved daughter made of only your love and mercy,
Śrī Rupa Mādhavī Devī Dāsī (Initiated)
