My life was full of darkness
Is needing a ray of hope
You are the one who opened my eyes
My life was empty whole
You are my eternal spiritual Father
Saves me from many danger
As being your spiritual daughter
Can’t give anything in return
Have done many mistakes even
After taking your shelter
You always try me to rectify the mistakes
By your daily instructions
But me a fallen soul doesn’t even
Realize my mistakes
Because of me you have to suffer
Taking my responsibility as whole
I want to ask you please forgive give me
And accept me as your spiritual daughter
From small I have seen my Father and Mother serving you as their spiritual father. From them I develop the connection for you.
But still can’t understand the value of your When I see you the first time in front of me.
Time goes and one day because of your blessings I got back my spiritual Identity.
And understand your position in my life
I want to dedicate my whole life to you
Want to fulfil your desire but every time I fall
‘o’ Gurumahārāja
Please bless me with Śrīla Prabhupāda blessings, Gaura Nitāi blessings.
Please bless this fallen soul.
Your Shelter disciple,
Urmila Namasudra (aspiring disciple)
From Meghalaya