Hare Kṛṣṇa my beloved Guru Mahārāja,
Please accept my respectful obeisance. All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda. I will be 70 years old this year. At this age, being a widow and with health disturbances this is what I am doing as per Your advice.
I am chanting a minimum of 30 rounds a day, reciting some slokas from BG, SB and reciting some prayers. I am hearing Your lectures, Śrīla Prabhupāda's, your god-brothers and disciple’s. I want to share and PRACTISE the absolute TRUTH with my family and whoever I meet which I have been always doing I.e preaching and distributing BG, SB and other books.
I hope dear Gurumahārāja this will please You as You have been always been my only goal, that is to serve You and please You in all that I do. I just want to surrender unto Your lotus feet.
Gurumahārāja, I have always been dependent on You whenever I had any disturbances and You have always showered me with Your causeless mercy.
In 2009 when the doctors had given up on my prabhu it was You who gave him his second life. It was the same Gurumahārāja in my presence You revived my nephew (Ravilocana’s son) who was in coma. The doctors had told me that he was physically dead. How can I not know who you actually are Gurumahārāja. You have come just to deliver the fallen souls.
You gave me the strength during my most difficult moments when I lost my prabhu last year. I came out of the situation swiftly by Your causeless mercy. Please dear Gurumahārāja on this auspicious day I want to thank You profusely and want to surrender unto Your Lotus Feet.
I am not qualified nor do I have the appropriate words to glorify You. I just have mentioned all that I am doing hoping that it will please you.
Please continue to shower me with Your causeless mercy so that I may continue to serve You. I hope my dear Gurumahārāja this will please You as You have been always my only goal.
Your Most Fallen Disciple,
Sudevī Sakhī Devī Dāsī