Hare Kṛṣṇa Dear Dear Dear Guru Mahārāja, My dear Eternal Father, My dear eternal Spiritual Master!
Please accept my respectful and most humble obeisances at Your divine lotus feet.
All glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda!
All glories to You, my eternal father and spiritual master!
nama oṁ viṣṇu-pādāya kṛṣṇa-preṣṭhāya bhū-tale
śrīmate jayapatāka svāmin iti nāmine
nama ācaryapādāya nitāi-kṛpā-pradāyine
gaura-kathā-dhāma-dāya nagara-grāma-tāriṇe
Dear Spiritual Master, I used to stay very disturbed before coming into Kṛṣṇa consciousness because of many material things. I was staying in Gurugram India at that time.
I mostly felt insignificant and useless while staying there and was struggling with many domestic issues (which are still there, but not effecting me up to that extend)
Then with Kṛṣṇa’s mercy - came in contact of one of your disciples who was like ray hope in that darkness. Slowly I had started chanting 2 rounds. I started chanting 16 rounds. Once, out of deep hopelessness - I beg to Lord Kṛṣṇa for showing me path in my life which was full of darkness and ignorance. And Lord Kṛṣṇa answered my prayers in the form of spiritual master.
Suddenly one day I came to know that You are going to visit us through zoom. But I felt your presence in our home and that day you declared for shelter and aspirations. After that I enquired about my eligibility for your divine shelter from my mentor. She inspired me to take shelter.
Guru Mahārāja, I strongly feel that Guru himself chose his disciple (not disciple chose his/her Guru).
Although I have no qualifications to become your disciple Guru Mahārāja and to connect to this glorious Guru paramparā but Dear Guru Mahārāja you are so merciful that you had accepted me in your shelter. I am really grateful and thankful to you Guru Mahārāja. And I AM EAGERLY WAITING FOR THAT DAY WHEN I WILL GET DĪKṢĀ FROM YOU. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE accept me as your disciple.
Today on you Vyāsa Pūjā, I pray to Kṛṣṇa to bless You with a long long life, so that You can fulfill all the instructions of Śrīla Prabhupāda and engage fallen souls like me in the service of Śrīla Prabhupāda and the Guru paramparā. Your magnanimity knows no bounds, it extends all over this planet and may be to other planets... By just one merciful glance of yours, You can transform the lives of fallen people like me.
Thank you, my dear Spiritual Father, for being there for me at every step. I strongly feel your divine presence in my life and waiting for your mercy in the form of Dīkṣā.
I beg You to bless me and my family that we can serve you and Śrīla PRABHUPĀDA every moment and dedicate our life to bringing happiness to You and Gaurāṅga. Please bless so that we can do best use of our human life to please you and Lord Gaurāṅga.
HARI HARI!
YOUR very very very insignificant servant,
Your daughter,
Meenu Bhardwaj (aspiring disciple)