Dearest Guru Mahārāja, My Spiritual Father,
Please accept my humble obeisances at your Lotus feet.
You are reservoir of mercy. You shower your mercy without discrimination. You have made this fallen soul a human being and thus have made good fortune to this narādhāma by giving the opportunity to practice Kṛṣṇa consciousness. O father, I am a dump, but you give me mercy to understand the process of bhakti. Without your mercy I would have been rotting in hell with this same body. O father, you accepted all my sins giving me life again, but this life is not belonging to me. It belongs to you. Every single opportunity for service is given by you along with the ability to execute the service. You are always protecting your daughter but alas this ungrateful beast cannot appreciate it. O father, who will be more compassionate to this offender than your divine self.
As Narottoma dāsa Ṭhākura prays I Therefore, request you to kindly take my life at your service as being the lowest among all your disciples I deserve to be shown mercy by you who is personification of Nityānanda Prabhu’s mercy. In spite of being manda-mati I hope against hope to fully dedicate my life at your lotus feet by following every single instruction coming from your lotus mouth. My dearest father as you know I have no ability to do so but out of your own compassion you will make it happen by me.
O most merciful Lords Śrī Śrī Gaura Nitāi, may I live every single moment of my life just for the pleasure of my most beloved Guru Mahārāja without whose mercy I would not have escaped from the hands of the servants of Yamarāja.
Oh my eternal spiritual father may you always remain the center of my meditation, may my eyes always adore your most merciful form, may my ears always drink the nectar of your transcendental voice, may my tongue only taste prasāda of the Lord only after remembering that your mercy made it available to me, may my nose always get the smell of the sweet aroma coming from the incense offered to your lotus feet, may my head bow down to the feet of those great souls who have been rendering services to you, may my hands always remain engage in rendering service to your servants, may my legs always take me to those places where your glories have been sung, may my intelligence always lead me to the association of those who understand your mood to execute your instructions.
Trying to be your qualified spiritual daughter
Dayānvita Jāhnavā Devī Dāsī (dīkṣā)
India (Māyāpur)