Hare Kṛṣṇa Dear Gurudeva!!
Please Accept my respectful Obesiences at your Divine lotus feet.
All Glories to Śrīla Prabhupāda!!
All Glories to your 74th Śrī Vyāsa-pūjā Mahotsava!! All Glories to you dear Gurudeva!!
Gurudeva, Kindly Forgive me for all the Offenses which I committed and kindly cleanse my heart which is contaminated with so many sinful tendencies, anarthas from many past lives and even in this life also I am committing offences after knowing the things in detail. Every day I used to realize, I am the most fallen soul. Only because of your causeless mercy, I am able to render some services for the pleasure of Lordships. Dear Gurudeva Thank you for your Causeless mercy onto this most fallen soul for everything.
Gurudeva, Last year in the month of August you blessed all Vijayawada Devotees by Your visit to Vijayawada for 3 days. Although you are very busy in visiting various temples and tired by travelling so long. Even though you gave us extended mercy by giving your both Vapu and Vāṇī seva here in Vijayawada. During the time of your visit on 24th August,2022 you accepted this most fallen soul as your Spiritual daughter as well as disciple and blessed with the name as Suvesini Viṣṇupriya Devī Dāsī. I am very happy to receive the name from Caitanya Mahāprabhu Pastimes which are very near to your heart always. Thank you so much Gurudeva, out of your priceless compassion you accepted this most fallen soul even though you know all my past and present karmas. Gurudeva, you gave me most wonderful opportunity to render services to their Lordships.
Gurudeva, I am going through many hardships from the family regarding getting married to a devotee. so, kindly bestow your mercy upon me to face all the situations I had to face in this journey of getting married to a devotee. Only with your blessings everything will be possible dear Gurudeva. Gurudeva I am having many anarthas within me which making me to commit offenses through which I am unable to do the home services properly to the lordships as well as my sādhana, I am not having taste for chanting my rounds, taste to read Śrīla Prabhupāda books but I am having desire to do my sādhana properly as well as to take bhakti shastri as your instruction to read Śrīla Prabhupāda books scrutinizingly. Due to anarthas I was not able to do all these things. Kindly Forgive and strengthen me towards my sādhana and to render service to dear Lordships and great Vaiṣṇavas with servitude dear Gurudeva.
For this Vyāsa-pūjā you gave us a sweet mercy by giving1 Bhagavad-gītā for each year of your appearance day i.e to give 74 Bhagavad-gītās but Gurudeva I was unable to fulfill your instruction this year. So, with your mercy as a minute dust particle at your divine lotus feet taking this wonderful opportunity to serve you every month in the service given by Śrīla Prabhupāda to you. Guru Mahārāja always you used to say to preach in this mission of Śrīla Prabhupāda and Caitanya Mahāprabhu to everyone whom we met but Gurudeva I am not having that capability to inspire the souls, so I am begging at your lotus feet to give me proper understanding towards Śrīla Prabhupāda books as it is because as I was not having enough brain to understand the knowledge of Scriptures about the Supreme and about his Great devotees. Śīkṣā-gurus here in Vijayawada giving very nice lectures to do pure devotional service with very sensitive key points, even though I was not able to develop them out of my ignorance. So, Kindly bestow your mercy dear Gurudeva.
Śrīla Gurudeva, there is a lack of words to glorify the amount of sacrifice and determination you have done to fulfill Śrīla Prabhupāda’s mission. Gurudeva, you have thought all of us to never give up in our life in serving the spiritual master and pleasing Lord Kṛṣṇa, your divine grace is eternally engaged in spite of so many physical challenges. This most fallen soul also wants to follow your footsteps as your menial servant. Now I am here, thanking You, for all the compassion, mercy, patience, tolerance You pour out on me, as on each of Your spiritual children. Always praying and begging for your blessings at your divine lotus feet, Gurudeva.
Your Servant and Spiritual daughter,
Suvesinī Viṣṇupriya Devī Dāsī
(Vijayawada, Andhra Pradesh)